lost by words and faith

"The world slows down

But my heart beats fast right now

I know this is the part

Where the end starts
I can't take it any longer

Thought that we were stronger

All we do is linger

Slipping through my fingers

i hate this part right here.."

heaven knows why lately ni, I more like alone.not jiwang.melayan feeling or what. too much in head.all sorts of feeling. angry? snarl? happy? Emo? annoyed? tired?all feelings I sense it now.serious.its kinda hard to explain though. aku tak tipu ok.I sense like could not focus in a things which is the most important is FYP!oh, God! gimme guts! hey, all of the things that happened around me eventhough it its false or fact,it in fact of course stir still my mind.LOL

counting just a few months left to spent with friends, juniors, lecturer and even mak cik cleaner or mak cik guard!yes, left not less than 2 months to spent time together. unless, to continued master.yes,spent time with everyone list above.oh, gosh..im talking nonsense.ok, xmau sedey2 la.think back all what everything that we've done previously.. yes, its kinda makes me cry.sumtimes :'(

yes, i hate the part that the fact i'll finished my study only a few months. rase mcam tak puas.seriously. eventho byk battle and kontroversi that ive made before, somehow its kinda make me satisfied and the memory of studying here. also the scandalous. uh? wutever. but, seriously.

"Life is what we make it, always has been, always will be"

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ok,actually.bukan seperti yang diatas aku nk luahkan dlm entri kali ni.tak kesah la nk ckp aku jiwang or ape saje.aku terima.kali ni aku mmg jujur dgn diri sendri.

aku actually banyak kali rasa mcm ni. ahli keluarga sendri. kawan-kawan sndri. suma manusia yang berada di sekeliling aku. sumpah. aku rasa mcm2. sampai satu tahap, aku tak terluah. pertanyaan tentang entri sebelum ni. ya, aku sgt2 emosional smpai aku tak reti nk luahkan dgn kata. aku redha dan let it just go with the flow. let it faded with time. ape2 je la. entri sebellum ni mmg meaningful. the lyrics sgt2 meaningful. have you ever feel like u kinda expressed all out, but u can't? u speechless. u stun. incurving. ermm.this is how i feel. right now.

i lost by words.

actually, aku mls nk merepek2 dlm entri kali ni.sekadar yang perlu.aku hilang dgn kata-kata. hilang dgn idea. hilang dgn pendirian diri. hilang tanpa pegangan. aku hilang segala-galanya. walaupun tak nmpak dgn mata kasar. tap, aku sendiri yang merasa dgn kehilangan itu. sehingga satu kondisi, aku mula tidak percaya dengan apa-apa.sumpah. aku hilang kepercayaan aku. astaga. humph.

i lost my faith. Oh, my God.

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when there's a will, there's a hope.

While i breathe,i hope.

i guess.

"Once you choose hope, anything's possible"

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mye :)