Monday, May 24, 2010
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
badan.tangan.kaki.sume ketar.otak dah tatau nk pk ape.i really need someone here. to help me out. stay beside me, hold me and tell that "everything will be ok dear".keep thinking, where is 'someone'?
nowadays, there's strangers..repeat back 'strangers' that take cre of me. the strangers that always keep me company for evrything. thanks to the strangers, i appreciate that. eventhough my heart kinds relieved, but i really dont want it from strangers.i really want it from 'someone'. oh, 'someone'. where are you? when the time i really need u, u busy to play futsal with ur friends. Dont you have instinct that something wrong is happening to me? or you just not my destiny. is it true? im blank. are you meant well when you say u love me? hmm.
im having a bad condition right now. i think i've problem with my lungs and heart as lately i'm having difficulty to breathe properly. i feel like dying.seriously. i'm having asthma for 5 times in a week and only for this month, its been like 10 times to feel like dying in a sleep. OH. please. i think that i dun have much time. i taking pills overdose every attacks. now, im out of stocks. Oh, God. please help me. keep me strong. my colleagues advice me to blood check, lungs and heart in hospital. but... who will volunteer taking me to hospital. my aunt n cousins will keep asking and i dun want they to know. Also to my parents and family, i dun want they to know about this. i rather to keep it to myself.
p/s: trying hard to live like i'm dying.
crdt by ~roZzZa
Monday, May 17, 2010
i hope so
ketua keluarga yang hebat : Ismail
cikgu bunga hati tempat mengadu: rohaini
cikgu kecik mengajar kanak-kanak lagi kecik: maisarah
cikgu kewangan dgn tahap kesabaran yang tinggi : maisurya
teacher's in N9 matriculation and Universiti Malaysia Perlis 05-09
selamat hari guru!
terima kasih ilmu dan segala-galanya yang tak terhingga.
p/s: credit to V1V14N0hh
Friday, May 14, 2010
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Monday, May 10, 2010
buat kerja gila.
budak bunga ros tu dah sound.suh piker elok2. jangan ulang kesilapan yang dulu. hidup asyik nk main-mainkan lelaki. ciss. statement mcm teruk sgt. tapi, what had happen yesterday is like sumthing unplanned. started with simple sms then i dun expect that he will show up. OMG.
im not into flirting situation but i'm just a victim *alasan* he already have gf n his matured face made me think he already married *ohh,melt*. OMG. he's so romantic n sooo gentleman..seriously. HAHAHA. ok ok. itu cuma perasaan 10 minit sahaje. 10 minit je ok? no extra time-feelings given. ok? harap2 harry tak touching, sbb ni cuma nafsu semata-mata. cuma pada harry-ku, hanya lelaki gay yg suka kt die. alasan, sbb muke die jambu. huh. tensen je dgr.