Monday, October 31, 2011


Me and Him
Parit >> Tambun, Perak

Notakaki: Thanks for the lovely bracelet. Love u

Friday, October 28, 2011


The third week of october, around 19 until 21st oct, I was surprise by one news which is i'm not sure it will be a good news or even worst. I just seriously shocked. As I have training at TMTC, I was told tru email by colleague. Would i smile or what? I seriously no feeling. I'm not sure if I need to sad or happy or what. After a few days from the news, until today 28th which is his last day I'm kinda feel sad somehow. Yes, eventhough he was very menyakitkan hati but he actually teach us a lot of thing. To be more independent and smart. A few things, he might spoiled like claim, leave and etc. but overall on job thingy, he is okay. on 25th, we have a lunch together. Me, Husna, Shafinaz, Ieda Bumelo, Zuhara and Suzie. After randomnly pick up, we end up eat until full at Pizza Hut Taman Tun. A talk talk between us and eat. Thanks Devin.

K.zu seems busy with the sauce and cute Ieda Bumelo

Ex-team, K.pinat and still K.Husna. *candid*

RE HLB, K.suzie and Ex-Boss Devin.

Thanks Devin for the treat.


Sorry and Thanks for Everything!
Good Luck in ur future at GP!

Notakaki: tanak bagi ucapan yang panjang. barang yang lepas jangan dikenang. Anggap itu semuanya satu pengajaran.

Thursday, October 27, 2011

Last day

Hari ni last jumpe Bos.


Thanks K.Safura for the treat

Pepper Lunch at Pavilion
Movie : Real Steel

Btw, Congrats for your promotion ye.. Tamau bising-bising lagi. Your salary even greater than my bos tau. :P

Notakaki: Alhamdulillah.

Tutti Frutti


Me :)

Notakaki: Sedap.sedap.Tutti Frutti. Ice cream sikit je. yang mengarut tu yang banyak.

Sunday, October 16, 2011

Simple yet Memorable

Simple yet memorable.

It was last minute planning. All the cupcakes, secret recipe, goodies and everything. Thankful. At last is was success. Boleh la. Bukan nak ramai-ramai pon yang datang, but everything is just simple and nice. Eventho at that time, i have so-called training until late evening, i'm manage to help out a few. Hihihi.

The birthday card a.k.a banner.

I'm not supposed to be in the picture. Btw, thanks k.ween!

The cupcakes. Treat from me to little twins.

Happy birthday Sayang!

Mak Ngah help out before cake become worst. Heee

The baby sitter. Ibu Yati and Elis.

Clockwise: Umi. Mama. Mak Ngah. Irfan. Wawa . Jaja

Elis and the twins.

Jaja and Wawa.

Notakaki: I love u both!

Friday, October 14, 2011

3rd Birthday

Happy 3rd Birthday

Najiha & Najwa

notakaki: aunty love u much!

Thursday, October 13, 2011

Oh, its hurt!


mengade-ngade tengok gambar ni.lepas 4 tahun, dah makin kurang nak bergambar sangat. malas. cuma masuk hari ni, dah dekat 3 bulan tak jumpa dia. maka, tersentuh sikit hati ni. rindu sesangat kt si tongek. setakat dengar suara through phone and text. 3G pon tidak. Phone dia macam chipsmore, kejap-kejap tukar macam-macam. Oh, I miss u lah!

notakaki: hope that we will meet this 28th...

Tuesday, October 11, 2011



Just now, we like having a few conflicts and drama. Yell in the phone, cries and everything that related to sadness, anger and dunno-what-to-say. Maybe he too hush to counter back everything and might be from my mistake as well. He already warn me like a million times, but I keep doing the mistake. Is it a mistake? Yes, It was a huge mistake for meeting someone that not supposed to be. Yes. Admit, it was my mistake. Hurm, Berdoa sangat that one day aku akan lupakan semua yang dah berlaku and just proceed with the future life. InsyaAllah and I hope everything will be okay and fine after this. Harap semua yang sudah berlaku menjadi satu pengajaran untuk aku dan petunjuk di masa hadapan agar lebiih berhati-hati. I really want to forget everything and just go on with my life. I will focus on my life, my career, my friends, my family, and my love.

notakaki: no matter what happens, he still and will be forever my other half. InsyaAllah.

Saturday, October 8, 2011

Birthday Bash

Cakes.KFC.Twister Apple and Orange.Polkadot muffins.

I feel very grateful. For a while waiting my sister Surya get back from Segamat and one day delay, at last success full celebrate my mom's becoming birthday and belated birthday of Sarah. Buy a KFC chicken, new recipe Tom Yum and Zinger also Cheezy Wedges and etc. I am very thankful for this. Even though a few things happen lately, but i keep strong in mind and heart to overcome everything. InsyaAllah. After eats and everything, time to give away present. For mummy, new blouses and for sarah, FCUK perfume. Hope u like it. I just pick it randomnly.

“There always come
a happy day in a year
no matter who you are
what you are doing
Its decorated with
guaranteed happiness,
love, fun and memories”

Happy belated birthday Sarah 25091982
Happy becoming birthday Mak 1010957

notakaki: Semoga panjang umur dan dimurahkan rezeki.


Our Sweetheart Asyraaf.

Be a good son ye! Amin.

notakaki: nak baby! :)

Friday, October 7, 2011

Reason of everything

my Hero!

This is the reason why i going back hometown this week. I really miss this baby boy so much. Early morning, woke up and directly play with this boy. We had a great talk, teasing, laughing and everything. Awww. So best! Ya Ya. great talk? Hee, in my own way and when he reflex with his voice, I know that he understand what i story about. He smile and I am soo blessed to God. Comel sangat dia macam MakSu dia, heeee. Yes! Syukur kepada Allah s.w.t.

"Be thankful for what you have; you'll end up having more. If you concentrate on what you don't have, you will never, ever have enough."

notakaki: Teringin nak amik anak angkat or should I kawin 1st then got my own baby?

Me, myself and I

A Promise to Myself

To be so strong that nothing can disturb my peace of mind.
To talk health, happiness, and prosperity to every person I meet.
To make all my friends feel that there is something worthwhile in them.
To look at the sunny side of everything and make my optimism come true.

To think only of the best, to work only for the best
And to expect only the best.

To be just as enthusiastic about the success of
Others as I am about my own.

To forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the
greater achievements of the future.

To wear a cheerful expression at all times and give a smile
To every living creature I meet.

To give so much time to improving myself that I
have no time to criticize others.

To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear,
and too happy to permit the presence of trouble.

To think well of myself and to proclaim this fact to the world,
not in loud words, but in great deeds.

To live in the faith that the whole world is on my side,
so long as I am true to the best that is in me.

notakaki: other's people's opinion of you does not have to become your reality!

Thursday, October 6, 2011


Memang tak nak hidup dalam emo emo dah. but, kali ni i am over my limit. ini last entry EMO. like seriously. Now, at TBS, Terminal Bersepadu Selatan waiting until 7.30 pm for my bus to arrived. Im going back hometown. Now, I am seriously pissed off, cuma hanya mampu bersabar. Kita tak mampu jadi sempurna maka kita tak payah nk sempurnakan orang lain. Kita tak mampu nak menolong orang lain, di kala kita juga tengah susah dan dalam kesempitan hidup. Kalau kita mampu, kita tolong. Sumpah. Aku tak mampu nk berkata-kata. Segala tuduhan dan segala tohmahan yg dilemparkan aku telan hidup-hidup, hanya argument dalam perkataan dapat dikatakan walhal hati ni tak pernah terlintas niat nak lukakan hati siapa-siapa. Aku cuma seorang manusia yang ada tahap kesabarannya. Cuma kali ini aku terlalu marah. Aku doakan kebahagian, kesejahteraan dalam segala apa yang kau lakukan dalam hidup kamu. Ku redha dengan segala pemikiran mu terhadap ku. Aku redha.

notakaki: mulut cakap blah, hati tetap sayang.

Live in a lies

Live in a lies

Buat report on Thursday Morning.Dengar lagu. Teringat all the nightmares and I am crying. I am crying sbb entah....maybe just teringat dengan kisah-kisah lama yang berlaku tanpa menggunakan otak. Sedih. We just an ordinary human kan? kan? Who is perfect? Tolong angkat tangan! I make mistakes too. I don't know sampai bila I will live in a lies and it just karma? I'm not cheating to anyone, I means like NOW. but, from the past. Yes. I seriously regrets. Now, think someone is use and cheat on me, not sure but I think it is KARMA. Yes, Tuhan itu Maha Kuasa. Berhak untuk segalanya.


Remember those walls I built
Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make up a sound

I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

I can feel the heat back. I can see the light again.
Pray it won't fade away.

Love cupcakes.

notakaki: I need some PURE love. Allah s.w.t.

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Doakan yang Terbaik

middle choclate cake : Asyraaf

Anti - Clockwise Cupcakes ( Start with the rose on top) : Mummy sarah, Daddy Fendi, Sister Surya, Me!, Grandpa and grandma errr another one is LOVE.

Saya doakan yang terbaik untuk kakak saya. Harap semua yang terjadi ada hikmah. Little Asyraaf is just get too much love from the family. It is precious and very lucky. Alhamdulillah. Harap semuanya berjalan dengan lancar dan dapat hadapi dengan hati yang tenang. InsyaAllah.

Hadapi dengan tenang ya Ibu Maisarah.

notakaki: i just can't show my sadness if it about family. ya Allah.

Sunday, October 2, 2011

Life Beginssss.......

" I've been working hard so long
seems like pain has been my only friend
My fragile heart's been done so wrong
I wondered if I'd ever heal again"

Yes. I admit. This is what i feel now. Pain. I guess i work so hard for the past few weeks and unfortunately all the real colleague didn't see at ALL what i have been work hard for. They might listen from my voice, saw from the email replied and the phone calls that I made but they still don't have any idea what i FACE everyday. NO IDEA i guess. They might imagine but still can't see it on real. Bukan nak pertikai on this. I admit this is my job. As a resident engineer, I MUST entertain customer 1st. Thats for real and important. Penat okay. Tiring and exhausted. Whatever bebelan and complaints pon, I still kene buat , which sometimes i don't have a time for rest, time to lunch, manage my things and been rushing for my zohor and asar prayer. pathetic kan? sedih. I do need a life guys!

Ok. For the past almost 2 years before, I've been a hypocrite and such person. Like seriously. I don't want to talk much about my career and job scope or wutsoever because I think no ones will understand. So, please be in my shoes. One day is enough i guess. However thanks to Zaman as he keep saying that RE is only kambing hitam. Thanks, u are soo dont-know-what-to-say. For all i know, i work hard. I do my job. I try to satisfied all everyone, internal and external. I know its hard and difficult, but i try my best. The very very best!. I think. InsyaAllah. Semoga Tuhan tahu segala pengorbanan ku. Amin.

For the time moves, i try to be an optimist and positive. Yes. Matter of career, love, relatioship, financial and life. Think positively. Wutever happens in life is always for a reason. The most important things is that God is love me, he give me obstacle and challenge in my life. He want to see how i face that stuff by myself. I am very thankful for that. Alhamdulillah.

" Yesterday has come and gone
and I've learnt how to leave it where it is
And I see that I was wrong
for ever doubting I could win

Life's too short to have regrets
so I'm learning now to leave it in the past,
and try to forget
Only have one life to live
so you better make the best of it"

"Today my Life begins"

notakaki: whoever thought a day gone so wrong would be so lovely.



yes, this is the month. my lovely october. before comes october, i pray for something good and nice happen for this month. yes, like seriously. october, falls on my closest family members birthday. my mommy. my brother in law. myself. my favourite twin. my little notti kid, nurin. my beautiful lenglui karen. whut else, my SGF Nadia and my favourite ex. okay, faveret ex yes. yes, we've been in love since standard 5 okay. HEEE. wutever.that is sooo not important. I hope that this month, please be good to me..from the sake of health, financial, relationship and works.. please be good. InsyaAllah.

One Republic - Good Life

"When youre happy like a fool, let it take you over
When eveyrthing is out you gotta take it in
Oh, this has gotta be the good life"


"Growing old is mandatory, growing up is optional"
Happy Becoming Birthday

Mye and little princess Nurin Batrisyia 06102010

Mye and Karen 06101988

Daddy Fendi 20101984 and little Asyraaf 23072011

My life teacher. My mummy.10101957.

Najiha and Najwa. 14102008.

Nadiawani 18101987

Abdul Halim Ahmad 20101986

Myself 22101986

"They say that age is all in your mind.The trick is keeping it from creeping down into your body."

Stay young and keep a healthy life ya!

notakaki: "Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, it's not the end"