Monday, March 30, 2009

prom nyte part 2

nah gambar Prom Nyte '09 utk part 2.

(partner Prom Nyte '09)
(Mye & pali)
*he's belong to someone else, same as mine.just partner for one night. :) *

(the seven)
(alin.mimi.yanti.alida.me.syida.meen)
*punye susah nk gathered 7 nie, this is the best pix.friends for eternity.*

(secret admire-ku)

(no comment.we just secret admire in game. thats it. just friends. lalala~ )

(table no 5)
(pali.mye.mimi.hazmi)
(meen.eric.voon.bying)
*thanks sgt sape yg arrange utk table ni.haishh.*
(surrounded by guys xD)
(dhiyaul.mye.pali.yie.shafik)

*hahaha.nice.nice.*

(Girls performance)

(Sinaran.Season in the sun.Graduation Song)

*winner for the night.practice just one night.thnx gurls.thnx ina for cheer up the song.thnx alin sbb rap that night. to : linda dgn izati mcm nasyid and pasif.mase prektis bukan main hyper-aktif.haishhh.*

(Dato' . Prom King. Prom Queen. Datin)

*Theeban yg glitzz and Aween yg glamour..awesome!*

(Prom Queen.mye :)

*perbezaan yg ketara.tap, kau jgn komen apa2. aku paham sendiri*

bersambung di part-3.......

mye :)

Sunday, March 29, 2009

prom nyte part 1

(credit to ida, the designer)


entri prom nite seperti yang ditunggu-tunggu.utk part kali ni aku nk bebel shj.ok, sila senyap.


secret admire game.

minta maaf pd secret admire-ku. anda tahu siapa anda. hadiah yg tak berapa. harap kau tak pk bukan-bukan. walaupun nmpak lekeh, tap hakikat adalah sgt mahal harganya. tak reti bagi hadiah kt lelaki ni. baju? pernah dah dulu. kau tak pnah pakai. maka, aku decide tak nak bagi lag. hadiah kali ni.sorry se-sangat. lain hari, aku bg yang lain la. ok?
kepada anda-tahu-siapa-anda jadi secret admire-ku, thanks for the nice frame. tapi, tak aci! kau dpt jersey mahal!! cissh. serius, agak frust but thanks anyway! mmg really need a frame.seriously :)

multimedia.
alhamdulilalh laptop-ku tak merajuk. semua ok. sume content dlm video ni sgt high value. hanya org tertentu shj yg phm. mungkin 10 tahun akan dtg, video ni akan mengingatkan batch 05/09. pasal video tu, takkan aku nk komen hasil kerja aku sendiri? kau-orang yang tgk video tu boleh la komen. sila. sila komen.
(akan di upload nanti)

food.
chinese cuisine.aku makan la siket-siket.the faveret part is shark fin soup.yes. other else, aku transfer ke partner ku yg mmg azali tong besar sbb aku tak berape nk enjoy makan sgt sbb aku lebih suke tgk performance on stage.yes, untung partner aku. thanks to partner cuz treat aku. seriously agak kekok sbb aku bukan biasa di-treat mcm-ni.haish. harap-harap, size perut hang tak di-transfer pd aku. risau ni. tsk.

pixies.
agak frustrating utk aksi ber'gambar kali ni.likely takde feel nk pose or take a snap.bukan salah sape2, aku mcm tak bersemangat nk bergambar dan akhirnya aku sendiri yang frust. serius. aku sedar yg aku tak cantik. tiada body yg slim slender. hanya ada extra spare tayar yang kdg2 muncul ketika bergambar then, aku decide 'ohh,malaslah nk amik gmba'. serius.


(yasmin.bying.me)

server hanya mampu lepaskan satu gmba utk di-expose di part 1.next entri kene publish 6.00 pagi. baru server laju. harap-harap lah.

notakaki: sorry to benrauf! tatau mcm mane entri tu yg kosong boleh ter'publish.

mye :0

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

penting dan sia-sia

ever been shushed by 3 year old girl?

ok.sila senyap.aku nk bebel.

macam dah malas nk update blog skang ni.keje bertimbun-timbun.tak terhingga. kerja penting dan sia-sia. sia-sia? entah la. mungkin satu hari di tahun 2015, apa yang aku buat ini akan jadi satu yang berharga, bukan kerja yang sia-sia. kerja penting aku iaitu report final year project seperti diabaikan. bukan aku nk abaikan atau lengah-lengahkan masa. sebenarnya, aku bukan jenis boleh buat semua bende dalam satu masa. macam multitasking person la. aku lebih suka, selesaikan satu kerja satu-satu. siap satu kerja, baru aku boleh fokus pd kerja yang lain. sebab aku fikir kalau aku buat semua bende kerja dalam satu masa, nanti tak ada kualiti. macam melepaskan batuk di tangga. (wtf bersimpulan bahasa..)

dalam kes ni, aku kene tumpu dan fokus pd sesuatu kerja. sekian lama lebih seminggu menghabiskan masa menghadap skrin komputer, bukan buat kerja penting, kerja report FYP. tap, menghabiskan edit video dan juga meng'edit' gamba. selaku ajk multimedia dan kerja seorang diri. aku kene buat video yang kemungkinan di-highlight kan pada malam 27 mac 2009. cuak. risau.semua perasaan ada. sampai aku hampir boring menghadap tayangan gamba yang berulang-ulang dan barangkali hampir juling. mata pun dah sakit-sakit. spek mata aku semakin hari semakin tinggi powernya dan bakal bertambah tebal. umur 23 power dah 600. kalau mase umur aku 53? berapa tah agaknya power spek aku ni.

tinggal lagi 2 hari utk prom nite '09. tema glitz and glamour. hati berdebar-debar. bukan nk mengharapkan diri ni jadi prom queen. gila. aku tak pnah terpikir langsung. kriteria pendek tak ada dalam senarai. mentah-mentah aku disqualified. haish. aku cuma layak di belakang tabir shj. kiranya low profile but actually give a huge contribution to the event.konon la. aku cuma fokus pada multimedia dan video yang aku kene settlekan. harap2 laptop aku ni tak merajuk mase hari kejadian. amin.

tekun membuat multimedia sejak seminggu ni. harap-harap apa yang dipaparkan nanti memuaskan hati semua pihak. aku harap lah. cuma aku nk ckp siap2, untung pada manusia yang rajin pegi aktiviti dari tahun 1 smpai skang dan suka bergambar. mmg worth it. kepada yang mengomen gmba tiada, paham2 sendiri bahawa diri anda tak suke join aktiviti kolej. haish. maaf ya!

ok, aku nk smbung menjulingkan mata dgn video. lepas ni kene prektis memekakkan telinga penghuni blok 10. it's singing time! adios.

p/s: tak sabar nak present the video.seriously :P

mye :)

Friday, March 20, 2009

Date with a dream


"One day I'll wake up in my sleep
That would be my date with a dream
The world will be my playground
The birds will be my friends
Time will never end

One day I'll wake up in my sleep
No television, no walls, no small talk
No sound but my jiggles and small footsteps
And a light breeze of wind rushing through my kite
Time will never end

One day I'll wake up in my sleep
That would be my date with a dream
After a while I'll get tired and sit to rest
I'll put my head to rest on the grass
And wake up to my sleep

One day I'll wake up in my sleep
And sleep until I wake up
After my date with a dream"
******

is it my prom date is just a date with a dream.
only dream.
prom date?
wutever he is.he's just a prom date for just one night.
serious.nk gelak besar (HAHAHAHAHA :D)
footnote: the picture, credit to alida and wei kiat. spontaneous pohotography.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

lost by words and faith



"The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through my fingers

i hate this part right here.."


heaven knows why lately ni, I more like alone.not jiwang.melayan feeling or what. too much in head.all sorts of feeling. angry? snarl? happy? Emo? annoyed? tired?all feelings I sense it now.serious.its kinda hard to explain though. aku tak tipu ok.I sense like could not focus in a things which is the most important is FYP!oh, God! gimme guts! hey, all of the things that happened around me eventhough it its false or fact,it in fact of course stir still my mind.LOL

counting just a few months left to spent with friends, juniors, lecturer and even mak cik cleaner or mak cik guard!yes, left not less than 2 months to spent time together. unless, to continued master.yes,spent time with everyone list above.oh, gosh..im talking nonsense.ok, xmau sedey2 la.think back all what everything that we've done previously.. yes, its kinda makes me cry.sumtimes :'(

yes, i hate the part that the fact i'll finished my study only a few months. rase mcam tak puas.seriously. eventho byk battle and kontroversi that ive made before, somehow its kinda make me satisfied and the memory of studying here. also the scandalous. uh? wutever. but, seriously.

"Life is what we make it, always has been, always will be"

*******




ok,actually.bukan seperti yang diatas aku nk luahkan dlm entri kali ni.tak kesah la nk ckp aku jiwang or ape saje.aku terima.kali ni aku mmg jujur dgn diri sendri.

aku actually banyak kali rasa mcm ni. ahli keluarga sendri. kawan-kawan sndri. suma manusia yang berada di sekeliling aku. sumpah. aku rasa mcm2. sampai satu tahap, aku tak terluah. pertanyaan tentang entri sebelum ni. ya, aku sgt2 emosional smpai aku tak reti nk luahkan dgn kata. aku redha dan let it just go with the flow. let it faded with time. ape2 je la. entri sebellum ni mmg meaningful. the lyrics sgt2 meaningful. have you ever feel like u kinda expressed all out, but u can't? u speechless. u stun. incurving. ermm.this is how i feel. right now.

i lost by words.

actually, aku mls nk merepek2 dlm entri kali ni.sekadar yang perlu.aku hilang dgn kata-kata. hilang dgn idea. hilang dgn pendirian diri. hilang tanpa pegangan. aku hilang segala-galanya. walaupun tak nmpak dgn mata kasar. tap, aku sendiri yang merasa dgn kehilangan itu. sehingga satu kondisi, aku mula tidak percaya dengan apa-apa.sumpah. aku hilang kepercayaan aku. astaga. humph.


i lost my faith. Oh, my God.



*******

when there's a will, there's a hope.
While i breathe,i hope.
i guess.
"Once you choose hope, anything's possible"
*******
mye :)

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

TP45


Pusing kiri kanan.kosong.rak penuh buku. kerusi kosong. meja kosong.cuma, ade makcik cleaner.rajin menyapu smpah yang tidak kelihatan langsung di library ni. student pon takde. bosan. haish, makcik ni. asyik sapu area aku je. ingat aku buat sampah ke? shuuhh..shuhhh.ok, die dah blah..tenang kembali.fuhh
intro tak de kaitan dgn topik nk dibincangkan. cume saje nk bgtau aku kat library.wtf!
aku cume wakil dgn apa yg terjadi. kemalangan kecil. yang terlibat ade lima org dara pingitan. ceh. aku tak ada di tempat kejadian. sibuk di library membelek buku dan seronok ber-facebook. ok, tersasar dr topik. kisah kemalangan ni kodiang, perlis ke kedah tah?!.aku rase kodiang, kedah. aku rase la. sebab aku sendiri confuse mane satu jajahan perlis, mane satu jajahan kedah. sumpah.aku confuse.
dlm perjalanan balik dr jitra. kereta ke van entah, buat u-turn mengejut. make, diorg ni pon brek mengejut. penumpang semua bertali pinggang belakang melainkan ade 2. maka, yang 2 ni agak ter-kejut dan hampir melanggar tempat duduk depan. tipikal seorang perempuan yang terkejut dalam kemalangan berlaku. ya, diorg menangis.

kereta jenama proton. buatan malaysia. kalau tak di tanjung malim, kat shah alam pun ade. kat seksyen 27. kot. satu edisi lame, 15 tahun lepas. silap-silap 20 tahun lepas. tengok no plat pun tau. kira mcm satu dalam seribu. limited edition. ok, bukan kereta aku. kereta satu lagi aku tak tahu menahu langsung. usha-usha no plat. kira-kira dalam 5 tahun lepas, silap-silap 10 tahun lepas bru die nak keluar.

(kereta yang melanggar)

pakcik ni cool gile. siap ckp "pakcik ni mmg selalu la accident.tatau la kenape.takpelah, nk jadi nk buat mcmane..haish *mengeluh*"



(kereta yang dilanggar)
lima org dlm ni. kereta old-skool. mmg kuat dan gagah perkasa *poyo*

bezakan? kereta yang melanggar lagi teruk dari yang dilanggar. walhal, kedua2 kereta buatan malaysia.kereta buatan m'sia sememangnya di-ketahui ramai dengan kualitinya. haish.bile nk maju ni wahai proton? tak pe lah. satu hari aku nk keje sane, aku nk buat kereta se-kuat kereta kebal. (bercita-cita tinggi, hebat!) aku tak perasaan sampai tuan punya kereta explain kat aku. sekarang, die tgh tgu mase sesuai nk explain kt tuan besar iaitu ayahanda ter-chenta..

notakaki: sabar ye mimi. kwn yg terlibat. semuanya dah selamat! alhamdulilah. kepada hero-hero, thanks a million!

mye :)

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Angel


All the things Ive done before this
They dont mean a thing
And all the words spoken before this
Wont be said again
Suddenly so much of me has
No need to pretend
Cause there's nothin like the truth
To bring back to you
And everyone I've met before this
is Aint seen me with you

My Angels
You're the only one who knows what I go through
Sometime u feel it even more than me
And I dont know how I ever got by without you
Theres nothing like the truth
And Ive got nothin left to lose
And every night I thank the universe that I found you
And I dont have to wonder
What the world thinks about me
I know you're in my corner
You're always surrounding me
With your love
And if we all explode
See we would never know
But I just hope the pieces of my soul
Reach out to u to find
My Angels

(Angels - Robin Thicke)

"Insight is better than eyesight when it comes to seeing an angel."


footnote: life getting hard to explain in my own words. lyrics are meaningful. enjoy it, come feel it with me.
mye :)

Friday, March 13, 2009

speechless


sometimes not everything we could explain in words.

its better to leave just like this.just let myself to go through everything alone and the best is just let only God knows what is it and why it happen like this. speechless.


have faith, knowing tomorrow will hold the blessings of God.



mye :)

Thursday, March 12, 2009

only God knows why


I've been sittin here
Tryin to find myself
I get behind myself
I need to rewind myself
Lookin for the payback
Listen for the playback
They say that every man bleeds just like me
And I feel like number one
Yet I'm last in line
I watch my youngest son
And it helps to pass the time
I take too many pills it helps to ease the pain
I made a couple of dollar bills, but still I feel the same
Everybody knows my name
They say it way out loud
A lot of folks fuck with me
It's hard to hang out in crowds
I guess that's the price you pay
To be some big shot like I am
Out strecthed hands and one night stands
Still I can't find love


And when your walls come tumbling downI will always be around
As it...
And when your walls come tumbling downI will always be around


People don't know about the things I say and do
They don't understand about the shit that I've been through
It's been so long since I've been home
I've been gone, I've been gone for way too long
Maybe I forgot all things I miss
Oh somehow
I know there's more to life than this
I said it too many times
And I still stand firm
You get what you put in
And people get what they deserve
Still I ain't seen mine
No I ain't seen mine
I've been giving just ain't been gettin
I've been walking that there line
So I think I'll keep a walking
With my head held high
I'll keep moving on
and
only God knows why


Only God knows why
Take me to the river edge



(Only God Knows Why - Kid Rock)
*memorable and meaningful song*

happy birthday!

*******








*******

happy birthday maisurya

*******

thanks for being the coolest sister ever.

thanks for being so understand with your only little sister.

really appreciate everything what u've done to me.

thanks for being the greatest.

thanks for always light up my life.

thanks for everything.

kinda miss you lots. u always cheer up my life with ur funny and silly jokes that sometimes its kinda hurt my feeling, but i don't care as much cuz u r my sister. its been 2 months not seeing you. kinda busy with my final year project also the stuff here that need to finished up. sorry, no present for you though i'm still studying (alasan..). later in a few months, i'll be graduate and hopefully start working. i promise. i'll treat u. ok?


have a wonderful 12 march and 25 years old.




footnotes: mama ckp "reveal ur bf a.s.a.p. that u've been hiding from us for a long time.please~"


mye :)

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

kronblues hilang sengat?



kronblues part 1

kronblues part 2



*****

kronblues hilang sengat? takde la. mungkin terlalu senior bermain futsal, bag peluang pd yg first time merasa utk sepak bola masuk gol. biasela. kronblues mmg pemurah hati. kan? kronblues. name team futsal dari tahun 2 sehinggalahh sekarang. jika dulu, tahun dulu. kamilah organize, kamilah yang main. sekarang kami main saje. bila dipanggil, semua meluru masuk court. ada 5 game semalam, aku masuk 4 stgh game. yg last skali, half time bru masuk.

sebelum main.alida ade pesan.
"gaya mesti mantap,kalah menang belakang cerita.."

hmm,mmg gaya je yang lebih.hehe.kalah menang bukan kesah.asalkan puas hati. sume game draw.ok la tu :) dapat main2 buat mase2 terakhir di uniMap ni.sedih pulak.tetibe terpikir, bile balik johor, dapat ke main futsal ni? lepas game, call YB. memula gelak, lepas tu marah akhir sekali YB risau. sepatutnye keeper just tangkap bola, guard goal.tap, aku bersungguh tangkap bola smpai sliding dan at last sluar ku berlobang2 di lutut. ok, ni last pakai. pas ni masuk tong sampah. tak pon, jad shorts. tu la, gian sgt nk main softball dulu, suke sliding. main futsal pon aku sliding. at last, free bruises and bleeding kat lutut.*oh, silly me*

team kronblues



yanti.mimi.alida.alin.mye.linda.



*missing here : yasmin*die balik rumah.

team skem-A

ini team musuh. *skem-A* pakai merah, amik ong mase kronblues main kt sini gak dulu pakai merah.mmg cool la.defender sume 'mantap'. keeper lagi 'mantap'.ehemm. team ni, satu lagi stricker budak kecik *yana* not in the picture. whatever pun. nice game! :)


yes.thats me! with happy face eventho sgt exhausted and tired. the last shot before balik just to prove i'm at d'futsal cen*oh,missing letters*. this is the last game..probably before graduation. harap2 ni jadi memorable for me also with other team members. also the bruises and bleeding at knee will be reminisce da memory of playing. *curik ayat hadi :)*also..suprise game kali ni. ade back-up goalie! yantie boleh jadi keeper.*weeee*whatever pun, nice game guys! :)



kronblues remains

mye :)

notakaki:YB. yang berhormat. ayahanda ter-chenta.



Saturday, March 7, 2009

aku rugi satu juta. gile!

En.Hirwan Jasbir (Lecturer part Law) :


"Jumlah minima bagi pendakwa menyaman tertuduh iaitu penulis blog yang menulis atau menfitnah sesorang ialah Rm 1 juta"


mase kelas engineers in society atau melayunya jurutera dalam masyarakat.aku mmg dah agak bende ni akan di-higlighted dlm kelas.cuma tunggu mase je dan akhirnya, kelas terakhir di bangkitkan isu isu begini. semase lecturer ku sedang bersungguh cerita psl raja petra or whatsoever, aku mmg termenung sekejap.serius.tap, aku dpt cover.hebat.hebat.mase ni,


hati penuh dgn hasutan syaitan.

"ah,geng2 palsu tu tengok..puas hati la diorg.lantak kau."





ok, sape terase.lantak kau. ok, aku admit sejak menulis blog ni banyak betul kontroversi. ape mungkin terlalu byk bende yang bermain di fikiran, atau ape mungkin terlalu jelek melihat org sekeliling dgn bermacam perangai atau aku mungkin saje tiada tempat meluahkan perasaan. *ok,tipu.aku ade diari aku sendiri* ah,ape aku kesah dgn org cakap.kau nk ckp buruk psl aku. kau baik sgt ke? yang kau tau, jadi batu api. aku x main la jadi batu2 ni. baik jadi api. *ok, dah emo dan melalut. *astaga* begini, blog aku ni. personal blog aku. aku tak tuju pada sesiape. setiap entri ku adalah umum. kalau kau terase, itu kau punye pasal.ok?
aku admit. ape yg lecturer ku ckp mmg ade point utk aku. kawan2 pon dah bergurau sinis dgn aku.ok, aku tangkap ape yang kau orang smpaikan itu. *uh,tangkap?* ok.aku paham dgn sgt2 mendalam ape yg cube disampaikan. maka, aku ber-azam mulai saat ini, blog ini hanya berkisar tentang kehidupan aku, sekelilingku, manusia yg pelbagai ragam, kisah dalam bilik *perlukah?* ok, da melalut. aku nk tulis, ape yg aku rase seswai aku akan publish. ok,berbalik dgn kenyataan lecturer aku.

satu juta?

begini.kisah raja petra dijadikan contoh.sana-sini menfitnah org. akhirnya, die penulis blog disaman dan setiap tuntutan yg dikenakan minima ialah 1 juta. dalam kes die, ade 4 org yang menbuat tuduhan. So, total up ialah 4 juta. mmg salah die, sape suruh mention name. kan dah malang nasib kau? nak buat mcm-mane, terlajak perahu boleh di-undur, terlajak kata? *skema* aku bukan amik port sgt kes ni. sikit2 boleh la.. ok, mls nk cite psl die. kalau nk tau. buka utusan atau harian metro. ok? pegi mati aku nk cite psl mamat tu.

satu juta setiap tuduhan.kire-kire, aku dah rugi 2 juta. kes dulu dah takde. so, kurang satu juta. sekarang masih dlm 60 hari, aku mempunyai possibility utk disaman satu juta masih ada. tap, nasib bukti aku lenyapkan siap2. "fuhhh". ok.. aku bru baca entri yan-t psl bende yang same. dah kitorg masuk kelas yg sama. ok, paham? aku cuma nk highlight ikut pendapat aku.

" bad things and fitnah is kinda different things.. bad things about ppl, is something that u really hate about that person or bhs kasar is mengutuk. then, u say bad things about the ppl. really bad thigs until no respect lgsung. it will happen, when u really2 hate that person. ok, mengumpat is also different. mengumpat in blog? no way! sooo urgh. alright, that is bad things. when it comes to fitnah, its something that untrue and you still highlight in your entry. yes, that is fitnah. something untrue and you publish."

itu pendapat aku.ape yang aku publish, ikut naluri hati aku. kalau mcm tak sesuai atau kau mmg sengaja bc blog aku utk cari point nk blame aku.kau mmg busuk hati la. tap, busuk ati kau ape aku kesah. tap, setiap komen yg diberi utk stiap entri aku mmg amik berat. walaupun sedikit utk setakat ni tap,alhamdulilah. ingat tu, aku tak nk rugi satu juta. sumpah.

"sila beri komen membina.trimas"

mye :)

Friday, March 6, 2009

good morning

"Welcome every morning with a smile. Look on the new day as another special gift from your Creator, Allah s.w.t, another golden opportunity to complete what you were unable to finish yesterday. Be a self-starter. Let your first hour set the theme of success and positve action that is certain to echo through your entire day. Today will never happen again. Don't waste it with a false start or no start at all. You were not born to fail."
*******

pagi yang indah.

Alhamdulilah.akhirnya.aku bgn juga awl pagi.setelah sekian lama pagiku dimulakan dgn jam 8 atau 9. bgn lmbat mmg xmasuk rezeki betul.maka, aku bertekad nk bgn awal. se-awal jam 5 pagi.itu matlamat aku.walaupun, harini meleset. jam 6.45 bru ku sedar. itu pun selepas 'clock-timer'ku telefon. thanx to you. You know who you are. :) ok. satu hari aku akn story psl die ni. ok, xboleh lebih2. :P

pagi-pagi ni.mcm2 dalam otak aku.sgt banyak dan berselirat.

aku tak tau knape aku mesti teringat tujuan baik kwn2 ku yang mahu jadi seorang pendidik. bukan aku tamau jadi seorang pendidik. ayah, mak dan kakak ku semua seorang cikgu. niat itu mmg ada, tap selepas aku perhatikan org sekeliling-ku yg seorang pendidik. sejak kebelakangan ni, cikgu diserang dgn simbah asid dan kereta hampir dibakar. ke'tensen'an akak aku mejaga kelas pemulihan. kesibukkan ibuku seorang guru sekolah menengah. ah, semuanya yang negative. maka, niat tu aku lepas kan.aku padam habis-habisan dari otak dan hati. aku buang jauh2 niat tu. mungkin satu hari nanti, kalau-kalau aku puas tanam anggur, pendidik tu jugalah yang aku cari nantik dan harap2 terbuka pintu hati utk jadi seorang pendidik.mungkin-lah.

oh, pagi. berikanlah aku ruang.

sibukkah aku? ya,mmg aku sibuk. bukan apa. final-year project thesis aku pon terkapai-kapai lagi ni. akhir bulan ni dah kene submit. tambah lagi project welding, aku buat part discussion dan hantar bulan ni. haishh. *mengeluh*. satu lagi kerja tambahan. aku kene buat multimedia utk prom nite akhir bulan ni. keje yg ni tak susah, tap leceh. aku dah pnah buat dulu smpai hancus laptop aku. rs serik sgt.tap, nk buat mcm-mane. tanggungjwab part ni, aku yg dpt. ter-pakse la. kalau aku kejam, mgu prom nite tu aku balik.buat-buta tatau. konon2 ade emergency. tinggalkan prom-nite tanpa multimedia. *mesti tak best* tap, aku bukan kejam. serious. *kalau korg ckp aku kejam, korg mmg jahat*

oh, pagi. bolehkan sampaikan salamku rinduku kepada kedua ibu bapaku..?

sumpah.aku homesick.aku rindu mak ayah. kakak- kakak aku. ceh, padehal ade 2 org je. semua kwn2 dah balik kampung.cuma aku je yg belum sampai ke halaman rumah. oh, jauhnya johor. nun diselatan. serba-salah nk balik. kerja byk tak siap lagi. kalau balik rumah, bukan boleh sehari dua. mesti seminggu, tak pun lebih siket. baru puas. al=kisah, bukan tak nak balik. fulus tgh terhad. mcm2 aku nk guna. satu lagi, kakak ku yg sedikit kejam, mmg tak bagi aku balik. *sedey* tap, aku tak kesah sgt. lepas aku grade konpem aku bosan duk rumah smpai muntah. seriously.

pagi-pagi dgr lagu nasyid -saujana.

saje tulis kumpulan saujana. kan tgh HOT psl sorang anggota saujana. muke ensem2 tibe jadi lembut. pastu ade hati masuk audition OIAM *one in a million*. siap rambut rebonding. rambut karat. muke make-up. suara lembut habis. tau lagu pe die nyanyi? alicia keys ok? *amik kau* aku tak amik port sgt gossip2 artis ni. ape yg diorg dpt konon-konon carik rezeki halal, padehal tu semua haram. halal ke kau jual suara kau, gamba tubuh badan kau yg seksi dan montok tu..korang ckp tu halal? aku bukan hebat sgt psl agama ni, tap alhamdulilah aku tahu la mane yang baik dan buruk kdg2 sedikit terpesong *astaga*

oh, pagi.sampaikan la rindu-ku kepada separuh hati-ku di batu pahat.

aku rase terlalu direct feeling aku tulis atas ni. takpelah. aku jujur.ya, separuh hati-ku di batu pahat. sedang bertungkus lumus dgn kerja barunya.Alhamdulilah. walaupun, aku semakin ditinggalkan sebab kesibukkan dia. aku paham dgn dia. kerja die. cara hidup dia. aku sgt memahami *walaupun kdg2 emosi* oh,b-s-t *budak songkok tinggi* "i miss you too much even it cud make me hurt. ouch."

"If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden. "

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oh, pagi.bagilah ku cahaya, peluang dan keberkatan.

mye :)

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

boredom




lokasi : perpustakaan

ok, aku bosan.sakit kepale dlm library.sejuk sgt.

Monday, March 2, 2009

hari sukan yang terakhir



Hari Sukan UniMap


macam biase.menumpang kt UITM, Arau.

khemah school of material engineering. *mcm kt theme park*


gambar last dgn Dato VC. *sedey*

faisol.bo. yanti.



mlm.closing. *my blue school*



sume school.over-view.

school of material engineering.

the only best shot of fireworks.


mahal na gamba ni *Mohd Robani*Hafiz Hashim*Mohd Azlan*



upclose sket *mohd robani*k.huda*Hafiz Hashim*alida*mye :)



Hari sukan UniMap. hari sukan terakhir. Lagi brape bulan nk grade. gembira campur sedey. entah la.mls nk fikir.bile terlalu fikir mcm2 la matters yang comes up. *fyp*test*etc. hari sukan ni memorable kt aku. yealah, last. lagipun, ade bende lain yg jadi at the same time. its not a bad thing. its good anyway. *be positive* ok, ive got little brother.meaningful ni.i'm happy with it. klaka kan? but, who knows and who cares.saje je. ah, tak kesah la. mls nk update n bebel byk2.takde idea dan nak buat thesis final year project.


so,till then.




layan lagu love story - taylor swift