Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Aidilfitri 1432H

Purple on 1st Syawal 1432H

Salam Aidilfitri 1432H
All Muslims in the World

Maaf Zahir dan Batin
Salah silap harap dimaafkan
Terkasar kata, bahasa perbuatan dan segala misinterpretation harap dimaafkan.
Semoga Syawal kali ni membawa seribu satu rahmat kepada anda semua.


notakaki: This year Aidilfitri, I am so blessed. Raya with brother in law and new niece Asyraaf.
God bless. Alhamdulillah.

Friday, August 26, 2011


Love is like a friendship caught on fire. In the beginning a flame, very pretty, often hot and fierce, but still only light and flickering. As love grows older, our hearts mature and our love becomes as coals, deep-burning and unquenchable.

notakaki : " We only part to meet again"

Wednesday, August 17, 2011



tak semua comeback boleh kita buat seperti yang di harapkan. i admit it's been a long long time i didnt update this blog.Now, i am back to draft more what happen in the past where i dissappeared from the blog. yes, I admit I'm taking quite time to wrote it. Seriously.

A few things and conflict happen lately and I have no idea to handle it. Is it my mistake or just a coincidence? I am not sure. In the holy Ramadhan, i'm trying hard to think it positively and just accept with all my heart. I dont have time to quarrel and argue about. I've just no time for it. Lately, I am more accepting things rather than argue about it. But, it depends on issue. Ya Ya.. Fine. When somethings happen to me, the more I focusing of doing Ibadah and back to Allah s.w.t. Yes, Almighty Allah.

Ya Allah, ampunkanlah dosa hambamu ini. Terimalah taubat ku ya Allah. Sesungguhnya hidup matiku ditanganmu ya Allah. Permudahkan lah segala urusan ku ya Allah. Lembutkan lah hati ku dan hati hamba mu ya Allah. Aku berdosa denganmu ya Allah. Ampunkanlah dosa hamba mu yg kerdil ini ya Allah. Engkau yang Maha Pengampun dan Maha Mengasihani..

p/s: I am just being Myself.

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

it was not right

merenung masa depan

It was not right

Everything is not right. I dont know why. Is it all my past mistake and sins been haunted me back again. ya Allah. It was total regrets ever. I makes mistake and its huge. I spoiled up myself and a few ppl that i love. For the past, i seriously dont have any idea what happen or is it about NAFSU? Is it? I just dont want the memories to be told and discuss. I am total delete it.Seriously.

Semua manusia atas muka bumi ini melakukan kesilapan. Tiada manusia sempurna.

I'm Still looking for the bright side. Searching for goods and beneficial thingy. Trying hard to give all the best to others but they still judge me wrongly. Instead of being nice to ppl, they say i'm GEDIX. Am i? I'm just being nice in work, being profesional on job career. Being a leader really challenge me. When being nice, get scold. Being to hush, i was being HATED. SO, which one should i be? Tell me and help me. I'm trying hard to satisfiy both party. Instead of customer, it is boss and my team. Which one should i be? Ya Allah, please guide me.

In this Holy Ramadhan, i'm back to God Allah s.w.t. Pray that everything is just fine and back to normal plus I will be strong mentally and physically. Like mom and daddy always said " adik, ingat Tuhan! ingat TUhan. apa saja yg berlaku solat penting, ingat Allah. Balik kepada-Nya"

yes, Mom.

p/s: pic of my BFF at Feringgi Beach Resort, Penang. 2009.

Sunday, August 14, 2011


its been a while

its August and almost half of it plus its Ramadhan. Suddenly i've the feels to pop up back in my own blog. Its been a while rite? What had happen in the past of like 3 months since May until now, i am seriously no idea. Lots of things happen. How would i remembered everything? I dont know but try my best to catch up all the past and wrote it. Its just a matter of memory and wish it will be a lesson to learned. aite.

p/s: semangat membara membawa kebaikan ke keburukan? tak pasti......