cebol lagi

' A part of you has grown in me. And so you see, its you and me together forever

and never apart, maybe in distance but never in heart'

mye :)

p/s: saya rindu awak teramat sgt.hitung hari lagi bile nk jumpe awak..haish.

entri ni buat aku homesick.isk

bulan 10.homesick.

(area ni kt blakang meja ktorg je..dekat je ngn food.best..sebenarnye ni area kt blakang aku je. :P)

(mak & ayah..kt lobby tgu mase nk buka puase.)

(ni feveret aku.puding..)

(ni akak2 aku..:p mase ni kt lobby.)

(ni captured dr angle tmpat aku duduk..ade mangkuk yg mcm sup tukan shark-fin soup..feveret aku!sedap woo)

saje je.teringat bulan 10.bday aku n mak.bulan 10 kali ni bulan ramadhan.xleh nk smbut sgt.hormat bulan ramadhan.buka puasa kt crystal crown hotel pon ok.best.best.sbb bukan aku byr.akak aku blanje.die de duet sbb die keje.keje die dpt duet.keje aku abiskan duet..huu. gmba ni sume mase tgh tgu nk buka puase..lepas da buka puase xde, sbb sume mcm ular sawa.dah xlarat nk amik gmba..kot..camera ni aku yg take over. aku ke ular sawa tu? damn.

mye :)

p/s: mmg susah nk gathered satu family esp aku la sbb, aku study plg jauh..padehal dlm m'sia je.ok,fine..perlis tu jauh dr johor ok?

entri kosong

entri ini kosong.

(gaya membaca..)

aku tgh bace blog yg dulu.

mye :)

bodoh

pernah tak korang rase dibodohkan?
aku baru rase hari ni.
kesian kan? (if tak rase pon takpe..aku mmg selalu mengharap belas kasihan org..kan..kan)

• bodoh sebab selame ni ngko yg ckp kte ni 'kwn @#%$#'. aku pon bodoh percaye kt kau.


• bodoh sbb ko leh buat bodoh time aku nk jmpe ko.aku pon bodoh percaye dgn alasan2 kau.


• bodoh sbb aku rase ape aku buat selame ni x berbaloi.(tak mengharap balasan pon.tap,at least appreciate.)


• bodoh sbb knape aku amik berat psl kau..serious tak tau nape..sh**


• bodoh knape aku jadi kawan kau..regret!


• bodoh kenape aku baru rase semua tu hari ni..damn!

stupid!

mye :S

cebol

Cebol.

sorry sbb selalu emo/marah2 kt awak..

thanks sbb awak paham dgn perangai saya.

thanks sbb selalu bg moral support kt saya bile saya down.

thnks sbb slalu tolong sy bile sy susah.

dapat jmpe awak sebulan sekali.tak pon, dua bulan sekali.

susahkan? nk jmpe awak..xpelah..

saya busy skang ni dgn final year project.

susah nak bagi sms kat awak.call awak.sorry ehk?

awak, tahun depan kte graduate same2 ehk.

nantik bila dah keje, carik duet same2 ehk.

awak ade plan sndrik.

saya pon ade plan saya sendrik.

tap, at the end.

jadi plan kte berdua kan? :P

'insya'Allah'

awak pernah cakap

'I hope our relationship will be endlessly'

awak.

saya sayang awak.

sgt2.

'The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected'

mye :)

***

p/s: i just miss you soo much..seriously

dah tak boleh selekeh2 lagi..ye ke?

Tahun 1

(Angels of KKA ...poyo siot.)

Gamba kt atas aku buat mase tgh ceramah biro tata negara kt kedah. Entah duduk 'ceruk' mane kne pegi btn. Line telefon takde/susah (teringat kt Theeban carik line phone kt tiang lampu..setiap kali balik makan mlm mesti kantoi.hurmm..)Makan kne rebut2 mcm kebulur. Mandi dlm toilet yg ok la tapi, imagine la 20 org utk 3 toilet. Mcm siot je. Dalam toilet tu ade satu kolah yg air keruh smcm je, tap gagahkan diri mandi. Time ni gak la, aku first time berkemban..awwwh..shit..wtf! Mase ceramah tu, aku lukis2 gamba kwn2 yang aku baru kenal. huu..Angels of KKA? Angels tu aku tatau apesal..damn~..KKA tu sebab kitorg je yang duduk KKA-> Kolej Kediaman A. Budak2 junior lain sume bersepah kt mane2 tah..Ah, lantak ko. HAHA Awal2 first year ni, ade la sedikit kesenian yang masih tinggal dalam diri ini.So, able lag la nk draw2 n sketching ni..huuu Sekarang,kesenian tu semakin pudar..blog pon sudah dalam bhs melayu. hu..haish..takpelah..otak pon tak berapa nk seni ni..Dulu2 awal2 aku suke amik gmba (gune camera nasha..thnx..) aku ade deviantart.. Dah lame aku tak submit deviantart..humph..ape la nk jadi...tak ingat dah bile aku update deviantart tu..huuu..wutever la..

Tahun 2

(Name team futsal : kronblues...cool x?)

(School of Materials Engineering Commitee Member)

Mase ni aku tahun 2. Aku jadi ajk dlm school community.. So, kirenye aku aktip dgn aktiviti contohnye futsal. mase futsal ni team aku dpt no 2. setiap game aku main..kirenye aku bukan simpanan la..korang rase aku main position ape?? haaa..Clue die : aku tak byk gerak.. Mudah kan? Mesti tau.. Futsal ni aku sgt happy walaupun sgt la penat.. Hadiah mase futsal ni hamper je. asek2 bende makan..gile boring..bagilah 'medal' ke..piala ke..baru leh simpan buat memory..ni makanan? takat masuk perut dah jadik tahi beb. Kite patut tukar tradisi bagi2 hamper food ni..its sooo yesterday. chewah..tap, seriously..Cube korang piker..cube bg hadiah yg memorable, lagi worth it kan? kan?

Tahun 3

(Sesi bergamba bersama..weee)

(Dinner latihan industri)

Mase ni tahun 3. Ade special session utk amik gmba.Kinda great la..All of us ade dlm gmba ni..just 'gaara' je takde.die mmg slalu left-out..sebab die sorg je yg duduk kt tmpat totally far from us..die mmg hampeh sket, but who cares..he lives in his own world..wtf~ thn 3 just ade one semester je for us to be together sbb another semester for internship about 6 months.ALike me, i'm having my intern at Hicom Engineering Sdn Bhd..Also this sem, last sem stay at kka sbb after wards kne pindah tempat lain..huu Thn 3, sume dah lain. Sume dah a little bit thinking bout future's..we start to concentrate in our subject..xde main2 la..sbb after that nk pegi internship so, byk nak aplikasi la..ape yg ktorg blaja akan gune dlm industri..lagi2 sape yg internship kt research industry..hurmm..however, internship is the best time to relax..xde test.xde assignment..xde project..and xde final exam..so cool~ tap, internship just ade presentation n report je..ok la tu :P Gmba mase a few months after intern (err in the toilet actually)...Everyone like dress up..make ups..Look!!..the affect of industrial training exposure.. Sume da matured..aite? ye ke sume? aku tak la.. huu

Tahun 4

(sesi nak amik gmba utk alumni card and mase utk graduation day)

Tahun 4 mmg mencabar la..kne adapt tmpat baru.(sgt x suke, ok?).from educational, lab atau makmal tak byk sgt dah. Tap,project sgt la byk. Dari 4 subject yg amik sem ni, 2 project and 4 lab. project kali ni mencabar minda n otak. Kne pilih satu material n buat assessment atau kaji la dari segi properties..microstructures..kekuatan..and mcm2 la..lepas buat assessment, kte kne decide either the material tu ok ke tak..pastu kne propose satu material atau kaedah utk meningkatkan ciri2 satu bahan yg digunakan tu sgt extraordinary. huagh..complicated..seriously. but, at the ends everythings going well..wee :) mase gamba ni, tgh nk amik gmba utk alumni dan gmba utk mase graduation day. Rase mcm x caye je dah final year n dah nk graduate. by the time aku buat blog ni, aku just ade another 6 months here in universiti. Then, graduate..wah...seriously..unbelievable kan?

***

If dulu berat aku 6+ skang da reduce..Alhamdulilah..If dulu aku single, skang da double and he is 'ustaz' who always guide me..Alhamdulilah..If dulu aku sgt selekeh..never think about appearance, skang a little bit kemas n appearance its probably my priority..If dulu2 aku asek pakai tudung putih or beige (krim) , skang aku da pakai tudung bunga2 (euww), corak2, a few colours on..If dulu aku 'emo' skang da reduce sket2..emo still in me la dude.heh! If dulu main2 je mase blaja, skang da focus n concentrate in study.. If dulu tak reti pakai equipment kt lab, skang da terer da. LOL. If dulu kte jahat, skang makin baik..(serious tipu.wutever la).. but, the important here..we are all changing..we transform. we finding ourself to be someone..we create ourself to be someone..To be someone, we must have guts, confidence initiative.determination..seriously!..and the most important thing is don't be afraid of what people will said..just leap and the net will appear..ok?

'Follow you bliss and don't be afraid and doors will open where you didn't know they were going to be '

'The only way to discover your limits of the possible is to go beyond them into the impossible'

and

'Remember if people talk behind your back, it only means you are two steps ahead'

Till then,

mye :)

p/s: rindu mase first year smpai third year stay kt kka..laju je internet..hurm..skang ape sudah jadi? haish..

exam over.final year project starts.

relieved.exam is over.Seriously, dun want to think about it anymore!.

i'm soo thankful!.That previous paper ; alhamdulilah.

Then, lunch at Restoran D'Dangau and again i'm having my 'ikan keli' weee :P

HAHAHAHA (wth...)

Reach home.staring at my room and i stunt. OMG! eee. wtf.it doesnt sound like me, ok?!

****

Ok, Fine. but seriously, bilik aku bersepah tap xbleh lawan bilik mimi. Bilik aku ok la sket. Just mcm bilik aku share dgn spider(seekor binatang , bukan kumpulan Spider, ok?) je. Habuk kt side of siling sgt la byk.hu..bedsheet? no comment la..perghh.. ok, its time to kemas.kemas.kemas.. actually, ade lagi 'besfren' yasmin ni yg kacau aku. Dulu2 aku da bagi ubat kt diorang suh diorg 'die'( nk tulis mati, mcm kejam je..) tap, x successful gak..hampeh.. Mmg habit aku, once da serabut dgn bilik yang penuh dgn habuk, 'besfren' meen ni, aku akan start kemas.kemas. dan kemas smpai aku puas ati. haha..teruk x? actually aku lagi prefer mengemas dr memasak.Mungkin sebab tu kot? kan?

Saje nk show off, wall of fame aku. Full of pictures family..friends..lovers..birthday cards..quotes.etc

Bedsheet lepas di tukar..Teddy bear tu linda bagi. Cute kan? :P

(boxes ni aku rembat dlm kotak bwh katil, nk letak stationeries aku yg bersepah..

hu.yanti cakap 'gedik'... gedik ke?? )

****

Exam over but the final year project starts now. Emm, now? utk certain je kot. Aku kne buat proposal balik bukan sebab kne reject tapi aku punye tajuk kne tukar. Ishk, SV aku la yang suruh. Huuu.. At first tajuk aku

' Study of new approach of Stannum-Polystyrene Alloys'

tap sebab Stannum @ Tin takde/tak cukop/tak dpt/mahal etc. Aku pon tatau. So, aku kne tukar dar primary(satu metal) alloy ke binary(dua metal ) alloy. Tajuk baru aku ;

' Study of new approach of Aluminium-Magnesium-Polystyrene Alloys'

pening kan? kne related tiga material dlm product aku.. Mmg simple kalo tgk tajuk, tap progression nk buat sgtla complicated. Hurmm,ade kisah di sebalik aku ngn SV aku. SV aku indonesian, umo da almost 6+. Die baik, tap serabut and kalut sket la. Yealah, knela faham die 'oldskool'. huu.. So, weekends ni aku kne siapkan proposal aku. So, ari isnin aku leh submit kt die.. Pastu bleh proceed sume keje2 project aku sampai siap produk, baru aku bleh balik umah..huu,mcm lame je lagi nk balik uma..ishk, xpelah. sacrifice la sket kan?. So,

Maizurasan, Ganbattekudasai!! bahasa jepun, ok?.. (Maizura, Semoga berjaya!!)

Till then,

mye :)

p/s:

• 'besfren' meen yang dimaksudkan ialah semut..aku benci semut! sgt2!

Alhamdulilah

Hari ni aku gembira.

Kawan ku ber'hijab'

Syukur Alhamdulilah.

***

"Katakanlah kepada orang-orang laki-laki yang beriman "Hendaklah mereka menahan pandangannya, dan memelihara kemaluannya; yang demikian itu adalah lebih suci bagi mereka, sesungguhnya Allah Maha Mengetahui, apa yang mereka perbuat." "Katakanlah kepada wanita yang beriman :"Hendaklah mereka menahan pandangannya dan memelihara kemaluannya, kecuali yang (biasa) nampak dari padanya. Dan hendaklah mereka menutupkan kain kudung ke dadanya dan janganlah menampakkan perhiasannya, kecuali kepada suami mereka, atau ayah mereka, atau ayah suami mereka, atau putera-putera mereka, putera-putera suami mereka, atau saudara-saudara laki-laki mereka, putera-putera saudara laki-laki mereka, atau putera-putera saudara perempuan mereka, atau wanita-wanita Islam, atau budak-budak yang mereka miliki, atau pelayan-pelayan laki-laki yang tidak mempunyai keinginan (terhadap wanita), atau anak-anak yang belum mengerti tentang aurat wanita. Dan janganlah mereka meukulkan kakinya agar diketahui perhiasan yang mereka sembunyikan. Dan bertaubatlah kamu sekalian kepada Allah, hai orang-orang yang beriman supaya kamu beruntung."

Dari Surah An-Nur; ayat 30-31

mye :)

p/s: aku rase seronok sgt. die sgt cantek.seriously. :)

malaysian book of records?? bleh ke?

20 November 2008

dah 14 hari aku makan ikan keli berturut2.

alin "mai, buat 30 hari la.." mcm best je.

aku "bleh ..bleh.bleh.."

yasmin "ko buat 40 hari, pastu muke ko lame2 mcm ikan keli..tgk2 tumbuh insang..nak?"

aku "ok gak tu 40 hari..tapi aku tak nak jadi ikan keli.sape nk buat FYP aku nanti..huuu"

****

aku nk teruskan dengan makan ikan keli, bleh x?

aku nk buat record sendrik, bleh x agak2? korang rasa?

info :

• FYP : Final year project ; khas utk student tahun akhir sahaja.. (nk show off, aku final year student la weyh..*wink*wink*)

mye :)

headache

(OMG!!!..)

One day left for my last paper.engineering alloy.

Critical time.

damn.

My head.

Headache.

Painful.

Migrain.

Aaaarrghh.

****

I need Uphamol 650.

mye :(

p/s: if sakit, mcmane nk study..adoissh

kristal kuasa dan kebodohan aku

Topik 1:

Kristal kuasa?

Yeaaaayy.. paper non-destructive testing dah abes, walhal aku ade lagi satu paper jumaat ni iaitu engineering alloy. kamu tahu?? terase sengal knape aku leh nak happy..konon nak follow student construction yang da abes paper la..cisss wutever pon, thats not the point here. its all about my powerful crytsal. bukan crystal dalam piezoelectric yang diaplikasikan di dalam non-destructive testing di dalam topic ultrasonic testing atau ujian bunyi-ultra (betul ke..?) wutever la..

***

Gelang kristal yang aku sayang aku dapat dari mak cik ogy aku (bukan ogy ahmad daud atau selebriti..). Die mmg seorang yang makcik aku yang semangat dlm percaye bende2 yang memule aku ingat mcm khurafat tapi lame2 aku pujuk diri sendiri utk buat mcm xde perasaan either aku percaye aku tak percaye, aku buat je la. Kristal tu mmg simple tap sangat la expensive (tanpa niat apa2..seriously).

info :

• Apsal aku panggil kristal kusa?? Sbb die aaa..tatau tah, sukeati aku la. :P
• Gelang kristal yang mak cik aku bagi ni mcm lebih kurang sebagai pelindung diri sndrik/bagi 'ong'/etc
• Sebab tu aku sgt syg gelang ni sbb aku tak reti 'tae-kwon-do'. aku xde kuasa mcm Peter Petrelli/Hiro Nakamura.
  

Balik dari exam, aku terus masuk bilik and tukar semua pakaianku. Mmg habit aku, pakaian keluar rumah aku tidak samakan dgn pakaian di dalam rumah.. paham x? xpelah.. Tap, yang penting aku akan tanggal jam n gelang aku.. Tak tau la knape malang sgt aritu, bukak gelang je terus putus.. AAaaaaaahh. (jerit sekuat ati..) Aku kaget. Numb.

(keadaan gelang ku lepas terburai..sob3x)

"Alamak, gelang feveret niii..." aku mengeluh.

Pantas aku terus terbongkok/melutut/terbaring carik semua kristal2 yang bersepah diatas lantai bilik aku. Dah la tikar getah bilik warna merahh + corak2 yang 'old-skool'. Mmg susah nak carik.. Tambah aku specky, lagilah susah. Tap, aku usahakan diri cari semua kristal aku. Lepas setengah jam tah aku pon tak ingat, aku kira2 dptlah semua kristal tu. Alhamdulillah..

***

Pikir punye pikir mcmmane nk betulkan kristal ni. Idea2 yang spontaneous listed below;

• Mane nak carik tali so, bleh pakai mcm biase..
• Kalu pakai benang, mne leh pakai..budus
• sape nk pegi kedai belikan tali at time2 cm ni..ishk

Aku pon amik tali yang previously gune nk gathered sume kristal ni, pastu aku susun n masukkan semule kristal tu ikut kesukaan aku..heh.. Aku pon ikat semule tali tu..

"ishk, kalo ikat saje mcm ni mau putus balik gelang ni..ni kne letak sumthing bagi strong bonding.."

Aku pon melilau carik pebende yang bleh gune. Haaa, aku nampak gam gajah!!. Seronok! aku pon letak gam tu kat center tali yang aku ikat tadi. Hooray! Aku suke.Aku bahagia.Aku happy. Gelang aku bleh pakai semule.. Tibe2

Topik 2:

Kebodohan aku..

Kegembiraan aku hanya sementara.. (pergh..skema..) Ok.fine. aku happy kejap je. Tali yang sambung tadi tibe2 melting at room temperature. (seriously..suhu bilik.) Buduh. buduh. buduh.. Aku rase sangat la buduh. Fakta ;

• Gam gajah kan 'panas' dr segi chemical composition.
• Tali yang aku pakai tadi, tali tangsi.
• So, ade chemical reaction yang occur between both matter.

Aku kalut tanggalkan kristal yang dekat kat tempat aku lekat gune gam gajah tadi.. Alamak, tali tadi da keras dlm kristal.. Haish, buduh btul la. Nasib kristal yang gune as divider for main kristal yang kene, if yang main crystal. Rugi laa. Aku amik jarum peniti korek/cucuk dlm crystal hole (tak nak tulis dlm BM, sbb nntik korang pk bukan2..lagi2 yanti..)tadi dengan harapan 'tali' tadi leh kuar. So, aku leh still masukkan tali lain dan bleh pakai mcm biase.. Agak2 da 10 minit, siket-siket tali tadi kluar. Tapi,aku tak puas ati sbb die tak kuar sume. So, aku amik jarum tadi aku masukkan aku ketuk2 gune blakang stapler sebab tak puas ati...

Ketuk punye ketuk tibe2 craaackk.. (bunyi crack..) Kristal aku pecah tiga.

Bodohnye aku.

mye :)

catfish a.k.a ikan keli

catfish a.k.a ikan keli (yummy..)

Routine of my meal :P

isnin :

lunch ; nasi separuh + ikan keli bakar + sayur bayam

dinner ; x mkn ( x ingat..)

selase :

lunch ; nasik separuh + ikan keli goreng + sayur 'tak tau name'

dinner ; bihun goreng

rabu :

lunch ; nasi separuh + ikan keli goreng + sayur kangkung..kut

dinner ; bihun tomyam

khamis :

lunch ; nasi seprauh + ikan keli goreng +sayur 'tak tahu name'

dinner ; bihun tomyam

Jumaat :

lunch ; nasi separuh + ikan keli goreng + sayur bayam

dinner ; bihun tomyam

Sabtu :

lunch ; nasi separuh + ikan keli goreng + sayur campur

dinner : bihun tomyam

Ahad :

lunch ; nasi separuh + ikan keli goreng + sayur campur

dinner : so-called roti nan (uih, ade variation gak akhirnye.. gud2)

Kesimpulan:

1. Setiap hari, makanan tengahari saya ialah ikan keli.
2. Setiap hari, makan malam saya ialah bihun tomyam.
3. Setiap hari, saya makan ikan keli dan bihun tomyam.

Pada suatu ketika.. huh~

kawan2 : "woi, xboring ke ngadap ikan keli. dah aa ikan tu kepale die hodoh tau."

aku : "Bukan aku makan kepale die pon, aku mkn isi bdn die..sedap oo "

kawan2 : "eeeiii, gile btol "

aku : "hehehe..nk try ke? ko tgk la nntik aku campor isi ikan keli ni dlm sup ayam ko! :D "

~Seriously, im not sure why on earth i addicted to ikan keli..huh!! aku mmg suke melantak ikan keli..mane2 je ak bantai ikan keli..emm, mungkin kt johor susah nk dpt ikan keli ni kut. kan? ke aku je yg pemalas nk carik ikan keli? entahla.. wutever la. dah aku suke.kan? kan? harap2 bgn tdo nntik tak jadi ikan keli. (ttbe teringat yang anak die kne sumpah jadi ikan sbb biadap/kurang ajar/melawan/berdosa dgn mak ayah die..) Fuh, nasib aku ni anak yang baik. kan? kan? emm, emo? alaaa, tu siket je. bleh control lagi.. hiii :P*

p/s:

• petang ahad, aku muntah ikan keli.. kne sumpahan ke?apsal eh? huuu.. *wondering*
• mase exam tadik, aku teringat2 ikan keli.ikan keli.ikan keli. apsal eh?
• kawan2 yang dimaksudkan ialah alida sebab die paling bengang tgk aku makan ikan keli dgn bahagia.

mye :)

dare to believe (part 2)

"Sometimes when i consider what tremendous consequences come from little things....

I am tempted to think..

there are no little things.. "

-Bruce Barton

mye :)

p/s: see that! There is NO little things! seriously!

black-listed student

black-listed student

am i?

1. Form 1 ; sudah berani escape prep petang. padehal escape satu dorm, sbb ttdo~Mcm whore kne kejut bgn tdo, tak basuh muke, trus pakai baju kurung, tudung berjahit lil bit like ustazah , kasut hitam mcm urgh..euww! kne stay dlm gym smpai petang and the face looks like belacan..gosh! wtf~

2. Form 1 ; dulu2 nak basuh baju kne tgu turn machine.. booking turn by put our bucket supposedly with name(dulu2 all stuff ade name..ni sume mummy yg tulis sbb takut ilang..).. It supposedly my turn, tap ade senior yg bodoh n berlagak cut my turn. Oh, u mess with me huh? Emm, ape nk buat eh? machine da half ni. Ah, wutever la. Stop the machine and take out all her clothes that fulls of buih2 n put in her bucket. Wee~ bergaya sungguh bile letak my baju in the machine. Lebih kurang mcm half n hour, tetibe dgr sore bingit dlm laundry room(tmpat washing machine tu la..) pastu my dormate ask me "wey, mai. ko kuarkan baju kak ______ eh? gile ko.die ngamok tu. die suh ko g nek dorm die.. serious ni. " Jwb aku "huh? apesal lak!!ikut turn a! ah, malaslah. " At one time after few minutes, ttbe jad cuak plak. isk.ishk.. ingat lagi k.zura senior at my dorm ask me " Mye, takut ke? meh cn nyorok kt blakang loker akak..meh meh" Waaah, baik btul. aku pon nyorok la kt c2 smpai ttdo2, rasenye sampai time dah nak dinner kot around 6 p.m. Emm, basoh baju tadik kol 10 pagi. Lame tuuu~

3. Form 1 ; pasal kes ape tah, ttibe kne naik dorm sorang senior tu that time die same batch with my sister ( aaa.sister satu skolah? aa.yes! huu ) die suh dtg dorm die, tah pasal ape tah. Pastu bdo2 je g kan dorm tu. Soalan 1st " woi, name ko sape ah?" jwb aku "Maizura" "Takde bapak ke??" wahhh, melampau minah die. "ade!! Ismail. aku adik Maisurya. apesal?? ade masalah ke? " Hahaha..tu jwp bile aku da emo cm ade hati nk melwn aih. aku tanye lagi "Nih knape sy kne panggil? ade papehal ke yg x puas ati?? " Nk tau pe jadi pastu? seriously.aku tak ingat tap, yg aku ingat aku balik dorm smule nanges2.. korang rase ape yg jadi kt dorm senior tad?

to be continued..

mye :)

p/s: nk study jap, ari isni ni ade paper. 'Ujian tak musnah' or 'Non-destructive testing'. Kwn aku ade tanye 'Ujian air kencing tu kan ujian tak musnah, alaaa senang je..' buduss

rainbow soldier

Friday; 5.30 p.m just wake up from my bed. Gosh. Slept again? Supposedly to be study not sleeping. Aiyooh. Step up from the bed and rush to the washroom and quickly have my Asar prayer. Then, took my beautiful black baby notebook and connect to internet and here i am, blog. ;p weee~

Shuffle my playlist and suddenly 'laskar pelangi' from nidji played. Tempted with this song that i get from Alida, i quickly google the lyric.

"mimpi adalah kunci
untuk kita menaklukkan dunia
berlarilah tanpa lelah
sampai engkau meraihnya

laskar pelangi

takkan terikat waktu

bebaskan mimipimu di angkasa

warnai bintang di jiwa

menarilah dan terus tertawa

walau dunia tak seindah syurga

bersyukurlah pada yang kuasa

cinta kita di dunia

selamanya.

cinta kepada hidup

memberikan senyuman abadi

walau hidup kadang tak adil

tapi cinta lengkapi kita.."

Dream is the key of everything. Wut we not be able to do in reality, we can do it in dream. WIth dream, everything wil be happen. For me, everything in my dream is something that i always wish and pray every night before i slept. The dream that i had is not something rubbish, but its something really meaningful to me. Its something i missed so much or whatever it is the dream that i had is wonderful. I guess.. :) Like just now, i'm dreaming of my friends. Known as ' kipassusahmati' after 'spastico romanio' (wtf..) , 14 of us get along since 14 years old that is form 2. Dude, i miss you guys soo much. Kinda feeling left out as i am the only who study at the north then my friends mostly in KL, eventhough there's one or two styding abroad but they still can kept in touch with each other. Naaah, its not the problem..Back to the story, 'kipassusahmati'. I guess we could call ourself as 'laskar pelangi'? sesuai ke?? The friendship that we all built since the first time we've known each other is something wonderful, the love that bonds each other makes us feels like family. We dance together, we play together, we've got detention together. Wut we do, its all together. Get it? .Whatever we do we do it together no matter it is bad or really really bad. Its all about satisfaction having fun with this 14 girls together. Feels like the world is ours. Seriously. 'Kipassusahmati' were my everything. The precious thing in my whole life.

So, lets dreaming ppl!~

ZZzzzz.. *snorr* snorr*

(ini ialah kipas2 yang selalu muncul dlm mimpi2 aku..haish..rindu..rindu.)

mye :)

p/s : rushing for maghrib prayer, just came back from dinner. daa

dare to believe (part 1)

"Anyone in a state of SEEKING can never be happy.

Only those who are constantly FINDING are fulfilled.

And finding is something that happens to us-it is something we DO."

by

-Alan Cohen-

mye :)

dasar tak sedar diri

dasar tak sedar diri nak exam tapi,

1. bleh still on9 and chatting :)
2. still bleh berangan2 nk kawin..(teruk btul..)
3. buku pon tak bukak..camne nk dpt dean list ni..haish. (tipu aa.. )
4. asek nk cintan-cintun je..
5. asek pk nk balik umah je (homesick..isk.isk)
6. tgk gmba n video yg x snonoh (ni sume yantea n alin punye keje supplied 18sx) camne ilmu nk masuk pale otak?? heish..

if all of above still continue sampai on the day nk exam, mmg confirm tak leh jawab. Then, mummy n ayah .. aa especially mummy la will totally furious at me. Seriously, the reason i have to score in all my subject sbb ;

• Allah s.w.t. Thank to God that create me perfectly physically. Sempurna dlm konteks of fizikal, mental dan jasmani. With all of his gift, i need to make us practically and appreciate it.
• My parents gave me wutever i want to with no doubt cz they trust me. So, i need to impressed them with my result eventho takdelah excell sgt..but, dulu2 im so stupid. agaklah.
• Myself. I need to be something useful i mean org yg berguna.emmh. Actually, its not about finding myself, but its about creating myself to be 'someone'.
• My future. Tittle 'engineer' was my inspiration. So, to become one for sure kne score. Am i rite? :)

Wutever the reason is, everyone nak excellent in their study rite? So, no one yg tak nak tak excellent in studies unless die mmg bengap/sangap nk kawin/pemalas/mmg xsuke blaja/etc..

Somehow, this is my first blog. I use to blogging at my friendster's blog since 2005. I love blogging until i have fight with my bestfriend bcoz my own blog. So, ihve to stop blogging but now, i continued my blogging. Why?? Naturally, I love writting, blogs, diaries, journal and even in my cell phone i write everything that came out my mind about life and everything. So, blogging is the best thing in me..

Till then,

mye :)

p/s: seriously, kekok gile buat blog after whole 3 years x buat blog..sorry for 'sayur-campur' language. hehe