everything happen for a reason.hopefully.

hari yang ke-lima dalam februari.
sudah mcm-mcm berlaku.haih~
sudah 2 mgu dalam division baru. 1st week. blaja secara theory and tgk je. 2nd week, tgk dan buat dan sudah ada ID and berusaha utk selesaikan sume problem dgn docket. eventho, at first stil terkapai-kapai, but thanx to my mentor which is look alike my cousin is very helpful and supportive. eventho my big boss is totally weirdo and strict, but i always bear in mind to be positive in everything that he done for the team is to be more success and more effective in work. yelah, enterprise 1 in the division is the the TOP list of everything. even, Afdzan from SME admit that. so, no wonder that our big boss is like that. kan? kan? layan je.
when i start to settle up some trouble tickets or ppl call dockets, i will feel like TIME IS PRECIOUS. seriously. every minutes, every secs.. even nak pegi restroom pon mcm doubt. ni nak pegi lunch, lagi-lah. but, my mentor Ms.Zu cakap. buat kje dont be toooo rush, but enjoy it and as long it can be finished in time. thats it. enjoy it and you will not feel like a rush. not a bit. maybe, im too new..so i think i need to do it everything faster and right. i guess so. but, at last ive done a few mistake.. biasalah, nobody perfect. im still in a process of learning..hope to get a guidance.. Insya'Allah.
entahlah.tulis-tulis da mcm rojak.kejap english, kejap malay. actually, byk sgt perkara yg jadi dalam masa beberape arini. ishk. ishk.
berusaha nk dtg kerja awal, as distance between wgsa maju and taman tun agak jauh (in view of route used by public transport) and if view of standard route, kalau guna transport sendrik..dekat je, ok? mane nk cr kereta? duet pon x byk lagi.. bila dah gerak awal, bas pulak buat hal. rosak. terpksa menapak jalan kaki ke office. pastu, kalau tak bas buat hal, train pulak. ishk.tibe2 pulak, handbag putus. mcm2 la. kaki bengkak. kepala migrain. camni lah, kite ni manusia biasa..hanya mampu merancang, Tuhan menentukan. Kalau kita plan mcm2, tapi sudah tertulis yang itu takkan jadi. Maka, takkan jadilah. Semua tu, qada' dan qadar kan. .redha~ pagi tadi, train rosak. tpaksa naik cab. lately ni, duet kluar macam air. bukan shopping, tapi transport expenses. smpai office awal pagi tad. fuhh, nasib baik awal as suddenly the Leader email to everyone like sort of warn to come office early sbb rmai yg dtg cm lmbat. haih. timing baik! Thank God!

(bas rosak kt bwh flyover high way ape tah.)

(sesi menapak ke office...)

(bas penuh mcm sardin...)


tad petang.lmbat sket pulang, ade keje sket.dengan harapan, bas akan smpai awal dan kosong. tapi, semua tu harapan je. at the end, cm tah pape. bas penuh gile. so, ktorg yang sangke bijak pegi tgu route satu lagi. skali same je. lambat. siap kene pakse turun, utk tgu kt route satu lagi. tambah lagi masa nk tgu bas. kol 7.30 malam still kt bus stop TTDI. kol 8.45 bru smpai KL sntral. kelam-kabut pegi solat. asyik tlepas je. haih. budak songkok tinggi da sound-sound je. Tsk.
masa tgu train kt KL sntral, terjmpe dgn 4 org kawan OKU. disebabkan 4 ni sume OKU, so mereka ni akan saling pegang bahu mereka so takdelah yang terlepas and ttinggal. as tgh jalan in the same way, i ask them. "jomlah. jalan sekali." one girl and else is boy. borak-borak kejap. diorg ni dr brickfields, otw pegi danau kota so, diorg trun kt wgsa maju. kerja. kerja malam. tak sure kerja apa. entah. jadi terharu. kita ni manusia sempurna, pergi kerja pagi2..asyik merungut.. padahal, waktu pagi.terang benderang. semua nampak. mereka ni, dah mmg gelap.kerja malam. tambah gelap. satu cahaya pon tak nampak. kekurangan mereka, diorg tak pernah nak jadikan satu alasan utk merungut mencari sesuap nasi. tersentuh bila mereka ni saling memerlukan. one of girl is tertinggal di belakang. yang lain, saling memanggil yg girl. actually, yg girl tu is walk with me.im so touch. she wish to see me again so that can borak2. and the best is "oklah, nak pegi keje. nanti kita jmpe and borak lagi. hepi dpt jmpe awak". ishk. speechless.blank~
hari kelima dlm februari, tapi rs mcm dah lame je februari tu.entah aku .mengarut. mgu pertama in 2010, hilang di terengganu. kejap sgt masa berlalu. kan?
walaupun, mcm2 berlaku tapi all i think is everything happen for a reason. ada hikmahnya. kita tak tahu, kita hanya mampu berharap dan berdoa agar semuanya berjalan dgn lancar dan baik. Insya'Allah.Amin~

p/s: harry selalu risau i balik lambat.u tau, i lagi risau dgn diri sndri tau. :P