Fareeda : Nyata Jelita

segala macam tudung aku beli. dari HAJRA.paling feymes dan feveret is ARIANI. Then, comes to FAREEDA. cik pinut yang rekemen. menarik dan lawa. pegi cari butik FAREEDA. serious lawa. sebab tgk cik pinut pakai cantik. Maka, ia lawa lah. keh keh..

Jom vote officemateku Cik pinut. Cari kt FB, Fareeda..Nyata Jelita then like. Lepas tu, cari picture as below name Siti Shafinaz and click LIKE. senang je!

jom vote!!

selamat hari ibu

ibu

Rohaini Abdullah

A mother of three daugther, Maisarah Maisurya and Maizura

A wife to Husband Ismail Alwi

My mom and Daddy

Mom, masa Maisarah Wedding 25 Sept 2010.

its already late i guess to wish but who caresss...everyday is feel like mothers day.. parents day..kan kan? it just specific that 9th May 2011 is entitle as Happy Mothers Day. Mom, or at home i call her as Mak! Mak, adik love u soo much. I am forever remembered when u cry through the phone when i say that I was sick and admitted to ward and being so far away from you... I keep saying to you " Mak, i'm okay je la..xde ape.." but the fact is i am suffering alone at home..Hurm..I miss you mom......
Mom"Happy Mother's Day" means moreThan have a happy day.Within those words lie lots of thingsWe never get to say.
It means I love you first of all,Then thanks for all you do.It means you mean a lot to me,And that I honor you.
But most of all, I guess it meansThat I am thinking ofYour happiness on this, your day,With pleasure and with love



notakaki: love u mom.

be strong

sejak menjak lepas pulih dari sakit.ini ayat yang terima dari orang sekeliling dan paling mengejutkan ialah boss aku. " be strong mai.be confident. if you dont have the confident yet, it would developed day by day." ye lah bos!entah aku tatau nak cakap apa.lepas pulih, ayat nak marah tak ada dan hanya cuma ayat yang frustrated dan mengecewakan ( sama je kan). ayat itu je yang keluar dan terus meleleh air mata ni terlalu menahan marah, menahan perasaan dan bukan dendam cuma ini hak sebagai pekerja. ( obviously ini pasal kerja la okay?) so, be strong. yes! i am trying now! please lah okay! i think i've been bullied. not sure by who but from someone observation saying that i am toooo KIND. yeke? am i? entah. but, now i feel it. now i feel it that i'm just the black sheep. tapi, black sheep aku pon i bring the names of the company okay? please notice that! ingat tu.

day by day. i trying hard develop myself a self confidence to face true life after been suffering in the hospital. seriously i am traumatized. ive been off day from work for 3 weeks and when come back to office, i starting to blur, low confidence and kelam-kabut yang pasti. i wish i would built up the confidence to face my life. i know that life is such a lies but thats the fact that i need to face it. sedih kan? whatever it is life must goes on! face it mai! i wish that mom and dad would stay with me here, but i know it will never happen...homesick. be strong mai!.. mom and dad everyday keep remind me to take care of myself and tabahkan hati.. insyaAllah. i wish sister also here too taking care of me but it definitely not happen..the thing is i wish my BF is keeping me company or take care of me even we are so far away but it not happen actually which is i am so frustrated. i dont know whats on his mind? Motor? Photograph thingy? Studio? Shoot pictures? am i included? Am i? I wish i am but i never feel it. Not even once. sedih kan. orang yang kita sayang, yang kita harap kita dapat hidup dengan dia, orang yang kita sangka boleh jaga kita kala susah dan senang tapi hampa. hampa sangat. i feel like been left out. I love him so much but I am sad because of him. I only got him. Only him in my heart. Soo sad....

maizura,

do not be afraid to fail.

be strong.

everything happen is for a reason.

insyaAllah.

Hope and pray everything will be okay.

notakaki: image courtesy from google-google.

One Lovely Blog Award ( Edisi MC)

waktu-waktu sekarang kira macam waktu sakit aku.bukan nak official atau nak sangat sakit. tapi, memang tak berapa nak sihat. so. edisi MC. Sayda ada tag, blog award. Report pending masa MC dah selesai, so ada la free time sikit. nah!




lovely sangat ke ni? hik hik.

Here are rules to abide accepting this award

1. Post linking back to the person that gave you the award
2. Share 7 random things about yourself
3. Award 15 recently discovered blogs
4. Drop them a note and tell them about it

1. Post linking back to the person that gave you the award .camni ke sayda dino. nah!
2. Share 7 random things about yourself alamak. tujuh? banyak nye?

• hurm.baru-baru ni aku masuk ward.alhamdulilah da sihat. best sangat kat sana sebab SGF datang. sayda.ecah.affa.nani.shuze.nadiawani.norman.wanita. tenkiu sangat-sangat! (gaya mcm seronok je masuk ward..dem!)

• dulu berdua dengan kakak aku maisurya kat KeyEll ni.skang da sorang-sorang.agak susah la sebab bukan ada keta.takat menumpang. bosan.bosan.sebab tu dua 3 hari ni asyik melalak je sebab homesick.haish.

• AF da minggu keberapa tah.tapi, rumah kaca dekat AEON AU2 tu baru 2 kali pergi.padehal dekat nak mampos dengan rumah. eh, perlu ke? sebab aku jakun tgk artis2 ni..lawa dan ensem siot. dem!

• emo? memang da sebati dalam hati. tapi, berusaha untuk kurangkan marah ni.nasib xde HBP.aritu sakit. HBP aku normal je..nasib nasib. lepas ni tahan marah macam mana? setakat ni, nangis je la. macam pagi tad, aku marah sangat dengan sorang mamat ni. terus nangis. LOL. "cry cry if u stumble into a mess......"

• ive made lots of mistakes and sangat-sangat regret..kalau la aku boleh turn back the time kan? i wish i never knew him.seriously... knowing that person is just makes my life suffering and he keep detsroying my life. Pray and Hope that miracle will happen. Karma does exist. What you gives is what u get back. Allah itu Maha Kuasa. Ingat!

• teringat masa sekolah rendah. geng dengan budak OKU. belajar bahasa isyarat.macam-macam. sampai terbawak ke kelas, last-last kene ejek dengan budak laki.kuang ajo. sek ren dulu, pnah gaduh dengan cikgu kelas darjah 6 sebab aku tak dapat pegi jamuan kelas..sebab aku kene amik hadiah pelajar terbaik subjek apa tah. ada 2. wahh.berlagak. masa ni aku rasa jamuan makan penting dari amik hadiah mengarut yang takat kamus je. HAHA. masa sek ren ni, cinta monyet aku. darjah 4 kenal, darjah 5 bercinta sampai Form 1. fuh fuh.. yang pasti dia sangat hensem. HAHA

• lately ni, lagu glee -gwynelth paltrow (betul x eja? ) forget you tu dah berapa kali ulang sampai aku paksa anak spupu aku yang kembar tu ikut menyanyi dan menari..paksa sampai boleh. haha. nasib diorg comel, cuba kalau aku...huduh...

ok.cukup 7.yes

3. Award 15 recently discovered blogsapa nak tag.banyak gilo.
adik Zul.Mira.K.Fara.K.Yanie.Erin.ZukhirmanApis

4. Drop them a note and tell them about itkejap lagi lah...........tgk la. :P





notakaki: just to kill the time.

saya trauma

saya trauma.


saya trauma dengan keadaan sekeliling. sejak kejadian sakit masuk hospital saya jadi trauma. sumpah. setiap kali berada di luar kawasan bebas. saya pegang jantung saya.saya pegang paru-paru saya.saya cuba untuk tahan nafas supaya kurang habuk, asap yang saya hidu. saya cuba mengagahkan diri saya. saya cuba. hari ini hari ke-2 saya berkerja dan saya sedang makan hati dengan team saya dan boss saya. saya sudah sihat tapi masih dalam recovery process. saya tak faham kenapa boss macam celaka sangat semalam dan hari ini back-up saya macam sial. opps. tad saya meluahkan perasaan dengan K.Una. rupanya banyak cerita lain yang terjadi selama 3 minggu saya tak berkerja.hari ni saya suffering period pain yang melampau tapi saya gagahkan diri untuk siapkan report saya.
saya trauma dan saya kesal. ada sesetengah pihak yang mengambil kesempatan dgn saya.saya baru lepas sembuh dan baru juga dapat bonus. tak ada plan pun bonus tu, tapi saya dah labur ke mana entah. nak tolong dan sayang punya pasal. melayankan diri pun lebih kurang aje. saya ni sapa tah pada dia atau saya je yang rasa digunakan sekarang?

bila cakap sayang, saya rasa hipokrit.sangat.


saya trauma dengan kehidupan saya.







notakaki: macam mana saya nak cari seorang suami yang persis ayah saya. semua boleh diharap. mana nak cari?