saya mahu jadi diri sendiri

tiba-tiba bila dalam train semalam terngiang-ngiang lagu davin degraw. especially, lagu I dont wanna to be. bila tgk balik lirik memang menusuk hati. bila kita rasa kita berada dgn orang lain, kita akan jadi orang lain ( eh, kau paham x?) sebenarnya, dalam erti kata lain..hipokrit. lagi-lagi aku tgk cerita 8TV - Paris Hilton - Searching for BFF. super tak boleh blah! final battle between Stephanie and Teniscia. sapa yang menang tak penting, tapi yang penting siapa yang betul-betul be themselves and sape yang super hipokrit sbb nak menang contest tu. memang meluat tgk perangai masing-masing. seriously. tgk balik lirik lagu, tak yah cakap or explain panjang -panjang. tak ada guna untuk menjadi orang lain, bila kita dah selesa menjadi diri sendiri. betul x? orang lain nak terima tak nak terima terpulang. bila menjadi diri sendiri dan tidak menyusahkan orang lain ok la, it good. tapi, kalau sebabkan menjadi diri sendiri dan menyusahkan orang sekeliling..kita kena fikir balik dan terpulang kepada tuan punya badan. itu hak masing-masing.

utk aku : i love being myself.

I don't need to be anything other than a prison guard's son,

I don't need to be anything other than a specialist's son,

I don't have to be anyone other than the birth of two souls in one,

Part of where I'm going is knowing where I'm coming from,

I don't wanna be anything other than what I've been tryin' to be lately,

All I have to do is think of me and have peace of mind,

I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wonder what I gotta do,

Or who I'm supposed to be,

I don't wanna be anything other than me,

I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn,

I'm surrounded by impostors everywhere I turn,

I'm surrounded by identity crisis everywhere I turn,

Am I the only one to notice?

I can't be the only one who's learned,

I don't wanna be anything other than what I've been tryin' to be lately,

All I have to do is think of me and have peace of mind,I

'm tired of looking 'round rooms wonder what I gotta do,

Or who I'm supposed to be,

I don't wanna be anything other than me,

Can I have everyone's attention please?

If you're not like this and that, you're gonna have to leave,

I came from the mountains,

The crust of creation,

My whole situation made from clay to stone,

And now I'm telling everybody,

I don't wanna be anything other than what I've been tryin' to be lately,

All I have to do is think of me and have peace of mind,

I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wonder what I gotta do,

Or who I'm supposed to be,

I don't wanna be anything other than me.

nota kaki: meaningful every single words.