galak 10 bulan awal

galak 10 bulan awal.kenape?
tunggu dan lihat.

doa-doa perkara baik berlaku.
Amin.

forbidden lov.

jadikan aku yang kedua..buatlah diriku bahagia. walaupun kau takkan pernah. ku miliki selamanya. p/s: ouch!

it such a ....

sembilan hari bulan sebelas.mggu lepas memang menduga iman.

lepas kejadian sepak dinding, semua heels dan platform ku diabaikan.kini hanya selipar jepun di tatap bagai nk gila. pegi keje pon dgn selipar saja ok? oh, my little toe! aku tak paham. dah lepas seminggu, still xrecover. retak? doc cakap if the pain still there, need to x-ray sebab toe aku da bengkok yang pelik. tgk luaran pun scary. haish. tapi, aku da mls nk g klinik nk MC bagai la.malas. tapi,nk g kerja pon malas. aku bukan malas kerja, tapi malas kerja dalam office, kan seronok kalau buat kerja on site.lagi cool.

aktiviti minggu MC mmg heaven.pergi ikot repair team buat keje sambil berjalan-jalan dan karok.terbaek. mengular masa keja.layan kan.cool dan haram.weekends pon awesome.sebelum balik johor, sempat bergossip pasal duniawi.ishk, kalao layan repair team ni mmg mengarut. hahahah. balik johor mmg senak gila ok? org india yang raya, tapi mana-mana jalan tak ada india pon. chinese n malay yang sakan pegi SALE and wutsoever. pening. jumaat dan sabtu aktiviti, menghabiskan duit di Jaya Jusco.( ni tempat feveret ok?) beli ape tah.x pasti. dua hari berturut-turut pegi JB sebab melayan aku. haha. sibuk sangat claim birthday.but, seems it such a bad luck for me.. entah, suwey sgt 2010 ni.biar je lah. hahahah. malas nk layan.

after all that happen, need to think positive.seriously. lambat sgt nk think +ve! it takes a weeks! haha.teruk x aku? but, this is me. at last kena mengalah. ishk. biar je la. but, thanks to papa, mama and surya foreverything! best! the bags, the foods..layan! hahahah.

p/S: entri da half-create kt notepad. konon-konon nak sambung la bila free.last-last aku lupa. so, pendek aje. picas pon xde. boring. it such a waste... kan? hmm

kita ni manusia biasa aje!

bila cakap pasal org laju, tapi bila cakap pasal diri sendiri pun laju jugak. itu aku la. kalao org lain, nk cakap pasal diri sndiri pon tak nak kut.

nk marah ke tak nak marah? entah. diri sndri pun buat salah.tapi, we learn from mistake. but, certain ppl, did they learn from mistake or they just keep repeat the same mistake all over again? tensen kan? kita tak mampu nk control orang lain, kita mampu observe and lilttle teguran poun enough. as kita bukan perfect pon. background knowledge pun kurang dr segi network. but, for me. we keep learning but i just dont know the correct route! hurm. sedih kan? as background dulu, is totall different dgn ape yang keje sekarang. sangat different.mcam langit dan bumi. mula-mula give up, last-last berusaha tangga kejayaan. harini dah masuk 11 bulan official keje dan berkhidmat dgn syarikat ni. alhamdulilah. banyak ilmu blaja. bukan takat dgn officemate, tapi dengan vendor ( personal) dan customer. kalau kita dah tau yg kita ni lack of knowledge, kita blaja. bukan keep on blaming vendor or custmer, find a solution. SOLUTION!!! itu je.

bukan masuk bakul angkat sendiri. tapi, ini satu achievement. takde compliment dar boss pon, tapi sudah rasa mcm able to control and counter everything with custmer directly.susah ok? kau try la duduk dgn custmer, and counter face semua issue. boleh? setakat ni, paling mencabar kalau issue routing. mmg superb mencabar. paling tak boleh blah, bila letak je bontot atas kosi, terus meluru datang nak update. bertalu-talu jawab dgn answer yang kukuh. bukan ape, if duduk dgn custmer ni.. semua issue kene tahu. dari la ke kecik smpai issue besar. bukan takat tahu, tapi kene paham dan boleh explain. tau x? hurm.. eventho made some mistake, but whos perfect right? robot pon ade error. kan? kan?

sekarang pergi cermin diri sendiri.ok ke tak ok? kalao nk tego sape2 tgk diri dulu.perfect ke tak. mcam aku, mmg xyah cermin. awal-awal dah tau tak perfect.tapi, tak salah kalo cakap bende yang kita rasa tak puas hati.i'm just being honest. ok? memang rasa bersalah bila berlaku jujur, sbb selama ni kita pretender je sbb nak jaga hati.. mintak maaf lah kat org tu. kita tak mean, kita admit awak terer. kita selalu blaja dgn awak, cuma harini kita rasa burden sgt dgn kaki sakit, issue kecik dan remeh dan keje dalam pool kita. eventho kita bebel, tapi kita buat je semua kan? selama ni tak bebel, arini je.sbb emosi dgn banyak bende. sorry sangat boss Azahari. saya tak mean nk kecikkan hati awak. ampun! saya nak blaja banyak bende lagi dgn awak. sorry!!

kita ni manusia biasa aje.

p/s: azahari.. saya bersalah sgt dgn awak.sorry!!!

when happiness is just temporary....

when happiness is just temporary..then, goes my feet turn blue..

its true when ppl say, jgn seronok sangat kang ade la bende suwey jadi.YA!!!

weekends aritu mmg bahagia je.jumaat malam, free dinner TGI Friday and movie. mmg bahagia. lagi-lagi bila ada orang belanja. birthday claim actually. worth it la kan. he just like my secret admirer ( gila perasan x? but betul weyh! haha) TGI Friday ni pon dr FB, sbb die tau all the update from FB. Thats y, end up dinner at here. sweet kan. gentleman and best sgt ok!. no controversy ok? he just a friend who is too nice. weekh. then, goes saturday. i'm out with a friend. friend kah? scandal? nah!. it just an infatuation or confirm its not a love! yes. he just too good and all the compliments, so sweet of u. bahagia. walk and talk. movie marathon. awesome. i just feel the happiness. A few ppl keep saying bad things about him ok ,most of it..i just think that he just being honest and not a pretender. die ok la. :) i like! ok, dasar flirty yang membuatkan aku happy. tak salah kan kalau happy? happy ke menggedik ke? wutever la. i just love it! .on saturday night, just rest at home and keep smile on bed thinking back what had happen past 2 days.dream on baby!

sunday is the day.lazy bum. mmg superb malas. bangun pagi,just kemas bilik and continue snorring back.petang, just continue with online training and melepak dan merayau-rayau dari living room ke dapur. bosan but i just dont know why i was that happy by doing those silly things. haish! then, bila petang.. play around with the babies. ok, kemuncak.

those twins main belon.i'm just join and make them laugh. bila start belon tu ditendang-tendang, maka the aunty also tendang. but, unfortunately tertendang or tersepak dinding. bila kena, terus terduduk dan masuk bilik and menjerit nak gila.ok, sakit. tapi, jeritan diselang-seli dgn ketawa. sbb, OH DEM! stupid me! silly me! how come boleh tendang dinding. but when the time, im suffer on bed holding the feet. the babies keep around me saying "mii, atit..duuhh "means, mami, sakit..aduh.. haha. there goes the scenery smpai tengah malam.. looking back the feet, sudah kembang mcam belon. get some ice and put it on and afterwhile terus tido. when wake up in the morning, there goes big scream!! OMG! its turning blue!!!!

my feet just turn blue.blue.blue.

still working today, ignore the feet and just concentrate on work smpai macam nauseous gila sbb the feet keep on disturbing me. denyut-denyut and blue thingy. haish.ade possibility tak nk retak? entah. need to check with docs tmorow.

moral of the story: behave when u play with kids. dont act like kids when u r already an adult. WTF!!

p/s: he call me mye baby. ( alasan, sbb mcm baby.main belon..) LOL