Kejap pun tak apa!

Salam Hari Jumaat semua.

Alhamdulillah. Gagah dan selamat hingga ke penghulu segala hari. Jumaat.Yes! This week is very thankful. It was a hectic week, like seriously. Hari-hari super duper banyak kes and issue. I'm pushing toooo harsh and now today i am totally weak. But! i still want to post an entry. Just one. Still on syawal mode, but it almost ended. Yes. Selamat Tinggal Syawal. Ok. back to story. I text budak chantek, lengluiii... Hui Yi as she got training like near my office. Not so dekat, but boleh laaaa. I promise to have a lunch with her. It supposed to be on Tuesday but delay on wednesday. And there goes wednesday afternoon. I rush for a lunch like 12.30 and arrive at 1.00 pm. Eat at Semua House Foodcourt and chit chatting here and there. Also attend the training is Na Ellah, Kak Sha, and Global Team As and Mek Yah. There's nothing precious than meeting a friend. As kadang-kadang bosan jugak duduk kt office, bukan tak close dgn customer. but, we have limitation. Not we, but i think only them. I am so okay. Ada a few yg I'm closed with but macam tu je la. boring kan hidup. Nak gossip, need to email and tweet. Or phone call. Hurm.. Whatever it is life must goes on kan? But, kept thinking sampai bila la jadi Resident Engineer ni...Let the God decide.

Mye.Huiyi.naEllah.

As and Mek Yah. Borak tak hingat nk pandang camera.

With newlybride, Kak Sha. This week reception at the Guy side, Mersing. InsyaAllah saya datang.

notakaki: dapat jumpe kejap pun tak apa. alhamdulillah.

Open House

First and foremost. I know its kinda late to wish an official Hari Raya. Cewah. Macam VIP. So? Ngeee. Just a pic snap by my BF at Melaka and little bit edit here and there.. and goes like this. Ok x? Gedik ke? HAHA. wutever la. So, To All Muslim.. Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Ok. Tipikal things related with Hari Raya is Open House. Yes, Open House. On Sept 10, one of my colleague organize an open house. Feels great!!! As i am the one and only that is very rare to meet the other colleaguessss..yes, like seriously! Ok OK. I'm staying alone at the customer site la. That's the reason! :)

Ucapan Hari Raya dari penaja. kah kah kah. oh, thanks to BF for the pics. Lovely! :)

Now, back to the pictures on Mrs Junaidah Open House.

Location : Taman Sri Sementa, Jalan Kapar, Klang.

Date : 10 Sept 2011

Peace : Thanks to Karen Tan! :) Yeah, I'm wearing black! Thanks to Bandung for the lovely baju.

My team, Kak Husna.

Floater.Expert Team. Karen Tan.

My partner since July 2009, Farhana. Otai FSI and Energy.

Heeee, peace in K.June kitchen. Banyak tau Kak June masak. Nyum. Nyum.

Still at Kak June kitchen. Cute sangat fridge magnet :)

With Nurin Batrisyia Zulkifli. My abang little princess.

Mr.Zulkifli with his princess, Nurin! *EH, look at the back. That's me! :)

Hot!! Shafinaz.Hana.Karen. Me.

Sukriyyah * becoming bride* . Me. Husna. Shafinaz. K.Pinat's friend. K.Husna little sister.

Yay. Ijad's Charlie Angel.

Ijad.Abg Zul.Halim. Ieda.

Karen.Huiyi. Na Ellah.

Pian.Ijad.Halim.Kak June and Alia. Ok, yang nampak sipi2 tu is Fadli.

Karen.Ieda.Na Ellah * the Red baju kurung. Husna. Mye. Hui yi.Shafinaz. Hafiz.

Thanks to K.June for the lovely food. Satay. Nasi.Laksa.Ayam.Tembikai. Delicious! To all officemate, Enterprise 1. Plaza Vads, Level 7. Thanks! Its nice to meet you guys which better through phone, email and Fb! yes. seriously! I feels great! Thankssss! The important things is, i meet someone that is totally rare. You know who you are. Thanks for being nice. I appreciate it much! :)

Nota Kaki : I need a miracle.

Kepada Tuhan, aku berserah.

when things getting complicated and confused

yes. it start with a small things. tak pasti dengan diri ini. whats wrong. I am scared with eight. NOt sure what eight is all about. Ok. Ignore about the eight thingy. Lapan. I dont know why so suddent eight comes in the picture. Lerrr.. Ever since my holiday starting at the end of last month until yesterday, i feel something is not right. Everyday i'm facing with flu and asthma. Like seriously. Need mommy to woke up late night to take cre of me. Inhaler pam semua berjalan lancar but need a little massage. yes, after that I will be okay. But, who can face to sick like almost everyday. Small things. Just a minor flu. Minor fever. Minor cough. Everything is just a common sick. Ya. Ya. I am totally worried. My BF is so damn worried. I am sick like everyday and like three or four times a months. Even the doctor i met this morning, did notice that i am sick very frequently. Yes. I am. I am notice about myself. I am lost if sick dekat KL. If I were in Kota Tinggi with parents, i will more secure. Yes. with daddy and mommy. Now, alone back in KL. Even i tell to my aunt n cousin, they just can only nodded. Oh, really. Soo sad. That's all. my BF suggest a few, like having bekam. My cousin ask me to meet to Ustaz, treatment for sinus. Can i have more suggestion? What else shud i do? I taken honey every morning but now already stop taking is as I didnt found the right one like previously. What else? I'm lost.
When things getting complicated. yes, complicated. I don't know what shud i do next. I am really sick and exhausted. Things getting confused also. Yes, confused. I am seriously confuse with my own sick. Like previously, I 'm having bronchitis and viral infection. Now? Sinus and Tonsilitis. Oh, I am seriously lost. Most people will said, ala kecik je sakit. But, be in my shoes. I am spoiled to do any job when I sick. I am not having major like tumor or cancer but when minor things happen everyday equals to MAJOR okay. Bukan nak menbanggakan penyakit sendiri cuma saya redha dengan ketentuan ini. Saya hanya bercerita untuk melepaskan segalanya yg terbuku di hati. I just want to let it go. Please go. Sick, please go.



Kepada Tuhan aku berserah.
Ya Allah, berilah petunjuk dan permudahkan lah urusan ku. Sihatkan lah tubuh badan ku dan jauhkan lah aku dari penyakit yang merbahaya untuk hambamu ini. ya Allah, kuatkan la semangatku menghadapi segala dugaan penyakit yang ku terima dan masih tidak dapat dikenal pasti ini. Ya Allah, Engkau lah Maha Kuasa dan Mentadbir sekalian alam. Berilah petunjuk kepada hambamu ini ya Allah. Amin ya rabbal alamin.



notakaki: get well soon to myself.

My man

Tiba-tiba geli pulak cakap 'My man' yucks! hahaha. like mommy always pesan, u both don't have any 'ikatan' kan. i know u both are soo closed. Everything u do, please behave. Ye la mommy. I know! Heee. but u know how the feeling grows after it kept for 4 years. Its been almost 3 months never meet him, i think la.. Not sure the exact duration but who cares la kan? Wutever it is I really miss this boy? this man? Emm, this BF. :)

dear BF,

Selamat Hari Raya

Maaf Zahir Batin

Sorry for Everything ye! :)

notakaki: Jom raya sama-sama tahun depan. Mau? :)

Everything is new!

Salam Aidilfitri 1432H

Syawal ke -4

Yes, everything is new. Its now about stuff. Its not about new langsir, new clothes, new shoes, or anything else. Its about new member in the family. Everything is different from previous year! I was sooo blessed and really thankful to God for giving me this precious gift even though i knew that i'm kinda late to experience this feeling. Ya Ya..having brother in law and 1st anak sedara. Yes, i'm late to experience this. So what?! HEEE. Maaf zahir Batin ya! Selamat Hari Raya. Yes, its new on Raya 2011. What else should i say! I am so thankful to God. Ya Allah, aku sangat bersyukur! Alhamdulilah.

My brother in law : Affendi and Sarah with baby

Here's the baby in the house : Asyraaf Affendi

My Family. We just Seven!

Ok. Please be serious and look at me. The Failed one. OMG.

So, freestyle! Heee :)



notakaki : I missed someone. Where are you sayang. :'( sob.sob.

Aidilfitri 1432H

Purple on 1st Syawal 1432H

Salam Aidilfitri 1432H

to

All Muslims in the World

Maaf Zahir dan Batin

Salah silap harap dimaafkan

Terkasar kata, bahasa perbuatan dan segala misinterpretation harap dimaafkan.

Semoga Syawal kali ni membawa seribu satu rahmat kepada anda semua.

InsyaAllah.

Amin.

notakaki: This year Aidilfitri, I am so blessed. Raya with brother in law and new niece Asyraaf.

God bless. Alhamdulillah.

MyBean

Love is like a friendship caught on fire. In the beginning a flame, very pretty, often hot and fierce, but still only light and flickering. As love grows older, our hearts mature and our love becomes as coals, deep-burning and unquenchable.



notakaki : " We only part to meet again"

Apology

Apology


tak semua comeback boleh kita buat seperti yang di harapkan. i admit it's been a long long time i didnt update this blog.Now, i am back to draft more what happen in the past where i dissappeared from the blog. yes, I admit I'm taking quite time to wrote it. Seriously.

A few things and conflict happen lately and I have no idea to handle it. Is it my mistake or just a coincidence? I am not sure. In the holy Ramadhan, i'm trying hard to think it positively and just accept with all my heart. I dont have time to quarrel and argue about. I've just no time for it. Lately, I am more accepting things rather than argue about it. But, it depends on issue. Ya Ya.. Fine. When somethings happen to me, the more I focusing of doing Ibadah and back to Allah s.w.t. Yes, Almighty Allah.

Ya Allah, ampunkanlah dosa hambamu ini. Terimalah taubat ku ya Allah. Sesungguhnya hidup matiku ditanganmu ya Allah. Permudahkan lah segala urusan ku ya Allah. Lembutkan lah hati ku dan hati hamba mu ya Allah. Aku berdosa denganmu ya Allah. Ampunkanlah dosa hamba mu yg kerdil ini ya Allah. Engkau yang Maha Pengampun dan Maha Mengasihani..

p/s: I am just being Myself.

it was not right

merenung masa depan

It was not right

Everything is not right. I dont know why. Is it all my past mistake and sins been haunted me back again. ya Allah. It was total regrets ever. I makes mistake and its huge. I spoiled up myself and a few ppl that i love. For the past, i seriously dont have any idea what happen or is it about NAFSU? Is it? I just dont want the memories to be told and discuss. I am total delete it.Seriously.

Semua manusia atas muka bumi ini melakukan kesilapan. Tiada manusia sempurna.

I'm Still looking for the bright side. Searching for goods and beneficial thingy. Trying hard to give all the best to others but they still judge me wrongly. Instead of being nice to ppl, they say i'm GEDIX. Am i? I'm just being nice in work, being profesional on job career. Being a leader really challenge me. When being nice, get scold. Being to hush, i was being HATED. SO, which one should i be? Tell me and help me. I'm trying hard to satisfiy both party. Instead of customer, it is boss and my team. Which one should i be? Ya Allah, please guide me.

In this Holy Ramadhan, i'm back to God Allah s.w.t. Pray that everything is just fine and back to normal plus I will be strong mentally and physically. Like mom and daddy always said " adik, ingat Tuhan! ingat TUhan. apa saja yg berlaku solat penting, ingat Allah. Balik kepada-Nya"

yes, Mom.

p/s: pic of my BFF at Feringgi Beach Resort, Penang. 2009.

Comeback

its been a while


its August and almost half of it plus its Ramadhan. Suddenly i've the feels to pop up back in my own blog. Its been a while rite? What had happen in the past of like 3 months since May until now, i am seriously no idea. Lots of things happen. How would i remembered everything? I dont know but try my best to catch up all the past and wrote it. Its just a matter of memory and wish it will be a lesson to learned. aite.






p/s: semangat membara membawa kebaikan ke keburukan? tak pasti......