buhbye baby

buhbye baby :)


u 'll stay dgn adik feeq ok?






p/s: already buy new baby! owh, i love it!!

alin, mission accomplish!

kerjaya sekarang

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taman tun dr ismail

menghadap desktop ni setiap hari.

sepatutnye tmpat-aku bukan kt sini.tapi, sebab tuan punye desktop pegi holiday sminggu balik kampung, mengalahkan org da kawin. balik mcm ade bini kt sane. eh, jgn marah ek akey :) stay kt sini sebulan. menumpang kt desktop akey. so, bleh la buat kerja, observe and still need SIFU k.zu to coordinate me.blaja dgn k.zu yang sgt hebat. serious. die superb cool as she's very experience with this field. i'm still in the process of learning. division skang, lain dgn division lame. so, kene start new. mind kene reset. So, here i am. learn new things and totally different with my engineering field. best! dealing with customer, telnet and etc.

1st March, i'll stay to a new place. which, easier to go but the hardest work ever. i'l stay with customer. banking. wil stay together with IT dept at Maybank, Jln Pudu. Tsk.scary. serious. plus ppl keep saying that, "OMG, jadi RE ke? tough weyh" yes.its tough. need to deal with customer face to face. gosh. i choose this and i've to face it.no matter what. kan? ini semua satu cabaran dan dugaan dlm hidup. eventho i know its tough, i'm very thankful sbb when i choose this, i've gain and learn LOTS of things! superb banyak! lots of knowledge! totally happy. ilmu mane boleh beli kan? so, bile org ajar..thats precious!

still ade 2 mgu lagi before stay kt sane. so, sgt rush buat keje, coordinate all the problems and dari situ dpt blaja to solve banyak problem. lagi-lagi major problem. kene cepat dan pantas. kadang-kadang, kelam kabut. step salah-salah. tapi, thats learning. bile satu prob solve, sgt satisfied. bile da satisfied, i'm soo relieved. ok.enuff with the work. here, nk aplogize to friends yang keep text mase tgh kerja, friends yg forward email and lots more. im so sorry tak reply balik. life skang sgt busy. ade mase i'll reply, ok? to budak songkok tinggi, sorry la kalau tak reply or call and etc. sorry! bile baru keje, kene commited and passion dgn kerja. baru-lah kerja siap efficiently. cet. but, seriously. bila dah stable with career, i'll try to balance it with social life. as my sister keep saying that "sis, when u too workaholic.. u'll be anti-social..so, organize everything".. thats it! i will! thats my promise..

p/s: i still love you guys!

samseng

jaja

samseng.

suke buli her twin sister.

but,

when it comes to auntie zura..

she's the one will cry.

love bully her!

hehehe

p/s: love this baby girl soo much!!

even baby understand...

belek-belek handphone

*wondering*

mmmuuaahhhhhhhhhhhh


errr
erk.gmbar ape ek?

picture of me and him

thank you jaja

*she's miss you much like i do*

p/s: touching..

siape makan cili dia-lah yang ber-API.

entah ape-ape je perangai.
menangis dalam office.
emo dalam office.
bukan pasal office tapi pasal manusia yang tak pernah nak puas dengan apa yang ada.
pasal manusia yang menyangka mereka ini Tuhan. beranggapan apa yang telah dirancang oleh merka, mesti menjadi. MESTI!
pasal manusia ni yang penakut utk berhadapan dan berbincang dgn masalah yang di-reka cipta oleh mereka sedangkan ianya terlalu kecil utk diperkatakan sedemikian.
pasal manusia ini terlalu berdalih-dalih dgn alasan yang tak munasabah.
pasal ada manusia yang menjadi batu-api. mulut busuk mengalahkan sampah.
pasal manusia ini tak pernah nak mengenang jasa dan budi..
kepada manusia itu, bukan x respect kamu. tapi, kamu also kene respect kami.
kamu tetamu. kami tuan rumah.

understand?



p/s: i'm soo THANKFUL to have a family that very understanding.

i love you .mama.papa.sarah.surya..harry.

babai

dia.
genap umur dia seminggu.
dalam masa seminggu tu,mcm2 dah buat dgn dia.kehulur-kehilir dgn dia.siap belikan tempat khas utk dia. spesel utk dia.
happy birthday. dapat jugak hidup seminggu.
besok penentu, either riwayat dia akan ditamatkan dan digantikan dgn org lain. kalau tak jadi esok, life dia dilanjutkan jadi dua minggu. mungkin-lah.
kesian dia. :'(
ini semua salah sendiri. gelojoh.mungkin-lah.
entah.
Tsk.Tsk.
regret.



p/s: thnx to sisters and harry.shhhhhhh.
"biar pecah di perut jgn pecah dimulut"

rindu-lah

sy rindu mereka sangat-sangat

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

afdzan.ain.me

afdzan.ain.

ain.rose.me.

si-dia

budak songkok tinggi

bila tgk die pakai spec, dah mcm muka sndri dah. lebih kurang je.

kan? heeeee

p/s: i ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ you guys soo much!

everything happen for a reason.hopefully.

hari yang ke-lima dalam februari.
sudah mcm-mcm berlaku.haih~
sudah 2 mgu dalam division baru. 1st week. blaja secara theory and tgk je. 2nd week, tgk dan buat dan sudah ada ID and berusaha utk selesaikan sume problem dgn docket. eventho, at first stil terkapai-kapai, but thanx to my mentor which is look alike my cousin is very helpful and supportive. eventho my big boss is totally weirdo and strict, but i always bear in mind to be positive in everything that he done for the team is to be more success and more effective in work. yelah, enterprise 1 in the division is the the TOP list of everything. even, Afdzan from SME admit that. so, no wonder that our big boss is like that. kan? kan? layan je.
when i start to settle up some trouble tickets or ppl call dockets, i will feel like TIME IS PRECIOUS. seriously. every minutes, every secs.. even nak pegi restroom pon mcm doubt. ni nak pegi lunch, lagi-lah. but, my mentor Ms.Zu cakap. buat kje dont be toooo rush, but enjoy it and as long it can be finished in time. thats it. enjoy it and you will not feel like a rush. not a bit. maybe, im too new..so i think i need to do it everything faster and right. i guess so. but, at last ive done a few mistake.. biasalah, nobody perfect. im still in a process of learning..hope to get a guidance.. Insya'Allah.
entahlah.tulis-tulis da mcm rojak.kejap english, kejap malay. actually, byk sgt perkara yg jadi dalam masa beberape arini. ishk. ishk.
berusaha nk dtg kerja awal, as distance between wgsa maju and taman tun agak jauh (in view of route used by public transport) and if view of standard route, kalau guna transport sendrik..dekat je, ok? mane nk cr kereta? duet pon x byk lagi.. bila dah gerak awal, bas pulak buat hal. rosak. terpksa menapak jalan kaki ke office. pastu, kalau tak bas buat hal, train pulak. ishk.tibe2 pulak, handbag putus. mcm2 la. kaki bengkak. kepala migrain. camni lah, kite ni manusia biasa..hanya mampu merancang, Tuhan menentukan. Kalau kita plan mcm2, tapi sudah tertulis yang itu takkan jadi. Maka, takkan jadilah. Semua tu, qada' dan qadar kan. .redha~ pagi tadi, train rosak. tpaksa naik cab. lately ni, duet kluar macam air. bukan shopping, tapi transport expenses. smpai office awal pagi tad. fuhh, nasib baik awal as suddenly the Leader email to everyone like sort of warn to come office early sbb rmai yg dtg cm lmbat. haih. timing baik! Thank God!

(bas rosak kt bwh flyover high way ape tah.)

(sesi menapak ke office...)

(bas penuh mcm sardin...)


tad petang.lmbat sket pulang, ade keje sket.dengan harapan, bas akan smpai awal dan kosong. tapi, semua tu harapan je. at the end, cm tah pape. bas penuh gile. so, ktorg yang sangke bijak pegi tgu route satu lagi. skali same je. lambat. siap kene pakse turun, utk tgu kt route satu lagi. tambah lagi masa nk tgu bas. kol 7.30 malam still kt bus stop TTDI. kol 8.45 bru smpai KL sntral. kelam-kabut pegi solat. asyik tlepas je. haih. budak songkok tinggi da sound-sound je. Tsk.
masa tgu train kt KL sntral, terjmpe dgn 4 org kawan OKU. disebabkan 4 ni sume OKU, so mereka ni akan saling pegang bahu mereka so takdelah yang terlepas and ttinggal. as tgh jalan in the same way, i ask them. "jomlah. jalan sekali." one girl and else is boy. borak-borak kejap. diorg ni dr brickfields, otw pegi danau kota so, diorg trun kt wgsa maju. kerja. kerja malam. tak sure kerja apa. entah. jadi terharu. kita ni manusia sempurna, pergi kerja pagi2..asyik merungut.. padahal, waktu pagi.terang benderang. semua nampak. mereka ni, dah mmg gelap.kerja malam. tambah gelap. satu cahaya pon tak nampak. kekurangan mereka, diorg tak pernah nak jadikan satu alasan utk merungut mencari sesuap nasi. tersentuh bila mereka ni saling memerlukan. one of girl is tertinggal di belakang. yang lain, saling memanggil yg girl. actually, yg girl tu is walk with me.im so touch. she wish to see me again so that can borak2. and the best is "oklah, nak pegi keje. nanti kita jmpe and borak lagi. hepi dpt jmpe awak". ishk. speechless.blank~
hari kelima dlm februari, tapi rs mcm dah lame je februari tu.entah aku .mengarut. mgu pertama in 2010, hilang di terengganu. kejap sgt masa berlalu. kan?
walaupun, mcm2 berlaku tapi all i think is everything happen for a reason. ada hikmahnya. kita tak tahu, kita hanya mampu berharap dan berdoa agar semuanya berjalan dgn lancar dan baik. Insya'Allah.Amin~

p/s: harry selalu risau i balik lambat.u tau, i lagi risau dgn diri sndri tau. :P

Oh, my january.

lame gile tak update blog.

hati bukan dah xnak update tapi kemalasan akibat kepenatan melanda setiap hari.

january almost over.yes,today last day of january.LOL.

past january,i'm full with activites. spent 3 weeks at Marang, Terengganu is the most memorable event! T'ganu for induction program for al staff. compulsory!! :)

its luck.rezeki.Alhamdulilah.dulu training kt sini, then after a few stages( interview & etc) ..at last i'm not training now.i'm working. bile da start working, rs mcm back to school. masuk kje on time, buat keje.balik on time.but, its kinda new experience to me in new division. as old division is more flexible, kali ni division is more strict.haih. boss slalu ckp,

"there's nothing impossible.if anyone else can do it, you also can do it! everything is possible."

boss is totally positive thinking, eventho he's totaly weird boss from other's manager but he's kinda make me learn to be discipline in work. *poyo*

ok.enough with it.just been in new div for 1 weeks.can't wait of will happen in future.

3 weeks in TMTC Marang, T'ganu.

at first rs mcm tak nak pegi langsung.seriously. asek bebel je, nape la kne pegi induction. ishk.ishk. mase tu, bersusah payah kene pegi sndrik TMTC, KL. no family accompany. first time kne independent. then, travel in baju kurung straight to T'ganu with bus. never done before. haih.rs mcm pelik sgt.sampai2 sane lagi la pelik.1st time dtg Terengganu. here's...

tipikal pegi kursus.

mase opening ceremony kt TMTC, KL.

sampai sudey :)

kejakunan melihat sinki kt dlm bilik.x smpai ok? kene panjat. dem

awal-awal kene ice-braking.mcm biase la.

ice-braking lagi

life mcm kt lecture hall. dgr lecture psl company n etc.

my place :)

kene pegi exchange.lawatan sambil belajar. LOL

but, this is the best part....

friends :)

camwhore!:) *with rose*

camwhore *with murni*

with ain nadzlissa *love*

camwhore with so-called aizat!

ice-cream goreng almost every evening.

masjid kristal!

picnic!

melantak keropok! *daus.me.murni*

gala dinner

the girls
*ira.aida.ratna.rose.ain.murni.me*

my group
HSBB

my love
*ain.murni.rose*

us
HSBB 01/2010

all this 3 weeks is memorable.best.all the ppl there, there's no boundary.age.status eiher single or married.even yg da beranak pinak also yg just get married.everyone is very sporting and very commited. the so-called scandal (u know who u are..).secret admire (mcm budak2). the lepaking till midnight.evening walk to beach.round compound. everything is soooo great.roomate yg best (sorry babe, i xde pix with u..as we r different group kan..). my lovely friends. OHh, i miss all the moment of togetherness! seriously..

ok.enough.nk emosi plak.ishk. everything in january is best and full of activities! tak sure bile lagi nk experience mcm ni lagi. Thnx to everyone that make my life is just beautiful and wonderful. :)

awak.baby.the more we far away from each other, the more i miss you.proof ni. heheh 143 :)

p/s: mari menggoreng keropok! LOL

first day in 2010

Congrats to Yana & Sharul for the Engagement on 1st Jan 2010Alhamdulilah

Condolence for my junior in STF, Hidayati Hassan leave us on 6.45 pm, 1st Jan 2010.Al-Fatihah


Both happen in one day. First day in new year.
Kita tak boleh nak expect bende yang happy je berlaku dlm tahun baru.celebrate sane-sini. seronok. ya, mmg seronok. seronok duniawi. dalam keseronokan, ada juga kesedihan. Kita jgn terlalu taksub dgn duniawi. Bermula saat ni, berpegang dgn iman yang kita perlu sentiasa bersedia dan bertekad. Memperbanyakkan amalan yang baik, yang dosa-dosa kecil harap dpat dikurangkan. Insya'Allah. Kita tak tahu nyawa kita sampai bila. Bila-bila masa je malaikat maut boleh rentap. Kita hanya hamba Allah yang lemah, xmampu nk lawan takdir-Nya.Sama-samalah kita beringat.

Al-fatihah untuk arwah Hidayati.



p/s: terkejut.