khas untuk nassriq safie. ok?

aku n nasmer

nasmer dan eni

entri kali ni khas utk si nasmer. gambar tak clear sbb photographer tak bertauliah. harap maaf, ye. :)

*additional*

nasmer.baru kenal kt senai. padehal satu U.entah cmne boleh miss tgk die.apek, aku jumpe plak.si kecik tu. padehal satu tempat je kt tmn muhibah, perlis.entah. kt senai, kire cm hot gak la. (kantoi..jeng jeng). lalala~

p/s: ok, settle :)

benci

(deviantart by TiaDanko)

Cobalah Kau Rasakan

Air Mata Ini

Sanggupkah Kau Temani

Setiap Titis Setiaku

aku Bagai Mendung

Yang Setia Pada Hujannya

Akan Selalu Ada

dan Terus Bertahan

Senyummu Takkan Terganti

Maafku Takkan Memilih

Sabarku Slalu Berharap

Kau Kembali

Reff

Jawab Jawablah Tanyaku Ini

Apa ku Tlah Di Hatimu

Atau Kau Hanya Mimpiku

Tolong Katakan Katakan Padaku Bila

ku Tak Ada Di Hatimu

Biarlah Kau Hidup Di Mimpiku

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i hate when it come to feel like this. i just don't know how to express it by words.real words that could explain everything.GOSH.oh,God. Please gimme strength to face the real world, reality of life which is complicated and all obstacle that i hope i could deal with. All this feeling i wish it just temporary and it doesnt stuck in me forever. Why love if losing hurts so much? We love to know that we are not alone. right??

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Tag from Elya

25 fact about me

sometimes when talking about facts, ppl might say "oooh, ive lots of facts about me", but when it comes to list them down, they like errrr.. so, thats me! when it comes talking about myself, i just don't know. seriously. but, this time. i'll try my best. here it goes~

1-i'm addicted to ESTRANGED!
2-i enjoy doing art, especially when it comes to abstract art~ everything that comes into mind, i'll sketch it.
3-i love my kipasSUSAHmati. yes, im the one who always tak pegi any reunion or gathering. but, seriously inside i just love them soo much.
4-i have a boyfriend which is my very bestfriend. *luv*
5-i've just completed my training and continued doing my apprenticeship at Telekom, KL.
6- hang out with friends is one of the things that i enjoy so much!
7-eating roti pisang with my bestfriend, panda bear is my favourite thing to do. :P
8-i can stand in front of the laptop than eating very delicious food in front of me.seriously. i like surfing internet!
9-if a place have pool, i can stay in the pool all day! i just love it~
10-i have lots of diary! since secondary school till now, i write everything in my dairy! it will become my memory~
11-i'm the youngest and weirdo in the family. have two sister which we have the same front name.
12-i miss my pillow talk members. seriously~
13-when it comes to something important, i usually get the task alone to completed it than being with my friends. seriously.
14-i am emotional person but when it comes to work. i try my best to avoid it.
15-i am easy to fall with someone. be careful~ however, i prefer to have a 'teman tapi mesra'. HAHA :)
16- i kept everything myself but when i just cannot hold it, i'll talk to my bestfriend or write it on my diary.
17-i love green, black and brown. :)
18-they say my body shape looks like fara fauzana. ye ke? drumstick? gosh!
19-i'm on my diet. avoiding rice , meat, chicken and egg. <--are you sure?? gosh!
20-i am very organize ppl, i hate being in the messy place. Headache!
21-when it comes to new friends, i will get very silent and shy. i'm not easy to make friends at the first place.
22-i just lost my favourite cousin last friday because of an tragic accident. i really miss him badly!
23-till now, at the age of 23 i still dun have any license! HAHAH :)
24-i want camera DSLR badly as i love taking pictures!
25- i want to get married before 2011. HAHAHAHA :)

Done.

Thanx to elya!

Tag?

Anyone who read this! your turn!!

my pari-pari bantal

pari-pari bantal?

it sounds like..errr, what the fish? haha. i just called them my pari-pari bantal on few reason. yes, they are my angel.my bestest angel!!! bantal? means my angel in my dreams. during the night they been through in my dreams and cheer me up! seriously. there's some ppl around us might admire with our friendship that just build up by two and half months. maybe or probably yes. but, who cares? aite? we've been together whole day and nights, doing jobs, being in the classes, hang out till morning, laughing, crying, shoulder to cry on and lots more. all the memories that we've been through will be remembered for eternity. yes! it will :)

shafik.intan.in.fadil.me.ainul.eni.


eni.me.in.intan.fadil.

shafik. *peneman setia handphone and hayati yang jauh dimata dekat di hati*
intan *someone that can transform into dayana anytime. be careful :P*

intan *call her in but when she get wild call her salwana. ahaha. *
fadil * the coolest and closest with in. lalala *

eni * the closest with me.the craziest and bestest laugh that i've ever feel.whenever with her, i am soo happy. thanx darling. luve u *

ainul * the craziest and unexpected panda bear.hahaha. cute LOL. he's brighten and cheer up the life! my feveret angel :)*



ainul.eni.intan.in.shafik.fadil.

"If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will."

p/s: miss you guys soo much! :)

speechless

"What moves through us is a silence, a quiet sadness, a longing for one more day, one more word, one more touch, we may not understand why you left this earth so soon, or why you left before we were ready to say good-bye, but little by little, we begin to remember not just that you died, but that you lived. And that your life gave us memories too beautiful to forget"

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kdg2 kita tak expect dgn apa yang berlaku akan dtg. the excitement of coming home on friday is actually something saddest happen in my life. farewell with the closest friends in GEMS and the biggest lost of my cousin . speechless. i just dun know what else to say and express the feeling. as the tears keeps falling till now. everytime the past memories comes by, i just look at the sky and wish that he could hear and see us through and know that how important he is to us. he's everything to us. from his father side and also his mother side.

Salam.eventhough mase kecik the moment you still stay in muar, both of us keep fighthing and all the moments of your naughtiness still in my mind. how naughty are you are actually make us smiling all day. i always start the fight wish that i could make you cry first but then im the one who cry first and you are the one who celebrate the victory of making me cry. gosh. all moments that we having together when youre still kids and till at the age of 18, will remembered for eternity and forever. never fade.

dear Salam.you'll be miss and remembered forever in our heart and soul. Semoga roh Abdul Salam dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan dikalangan hamba-Nya yang beriman dan soleh. Amin~

Al-fatihah~

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p/s: im just soooo damn sad! gosh!!! i miss you Salam!!! badly!

Tribute to Salam :'(

Tribute to Abdul Salam

28 August 2009

7 Ramadhan 1430 Hijrah

You'll be in our memories for eternity. All the contribution that you have given us are just soo priceless.

You'll be miss and you'll always in my heart forever and eternity.

"May the peace which comes from the memories of love shared, comfort you now and in the days ahead. You are in our prayers."

kunyah keropok gigi.ha?

kunyah keropok gigi?

istilah baru yang mak bagi kat aku. setiap malam mak tak bleh nk tido lena, sbb aku mesti syok mengunyah keropok perisa gigi. HAHAHA. bukan ape. keropok gigi tu ekceli gesel gigi. setiap malam, aku mesti gesel gigi. entahlah. aku pun tatao kenape. setiap malam mengunyah gigi, maka ibu pun tak dpt tido lena sebab sibuk menampar muka aku soh aku stop kunyah gigi. mak ckp " KO asek kunyah gigi, nanti terburai semua kang padan muke!" ushh, aku pun tatau nape. Mak bising kenape aku kunyah gigi? Aku pun tatau. Mane sedar wey! tu sume uncouncious behaviour. wuhuuu~ Ayah suggest the only way to prevent is cabut semua gigi. haishhh. takkan itu saje je solution?

Nak buat camne? Aku tak nak rongak. tak nak. tak nak. buruk!

Tolong~

limited edition for harry :)

p/s: gedik sgt ke? hehehe.. miss u already la :)

omedeto gozaimasu!

kami sudah bertunang *tipu tipu* kalau mak tahu, dah kne sepak terajang tau!

sis sarah & harry *special guest*

sis sarah & baby turtle *jaja* & sis surya

ayah.mak *sis sarah & fendi* mami.abah

sis sarah

sarah & fendi

The engagement

Omedeto gozaimasu!

8th August 2009

Hope the relationship last for eternity.

p/s: sacrifice tak pegi exam PTD sbb engagement ni. worth it! :)

did u took my love?

"oh.you took my love.why'd you have to took my love.". menyanyi sambil mengoyangkan kaki. merenung masa depan yang masih tak brape nk jelas.haish.

kadang2 apa yang kita harapkan tak semestinya jadi. terlalu berharap sgt pon boleh buat kita frust sgt2 lagi2 kalau bende yang kita harapkan tu tak menjadi. ishk. betul x? ape yg aku merepek ni ek? emm... actually tgh layan lagi rihanna - hatin on the club. eventhough the lyric more likely i'm frustrated or seems like my partner flirting, but actually. it doesnt seems like. not even once. ok. we just doing fine!

begini ceritanya. istilah flirt. curang. player. takde kaitan dlm kes ni. cuma perasaan yang tak berape konfem je. susah nk explain sebenarnya. kdg2 kita tak sedar, kita ni ke hadapan. bukan ke belakang. tapi, kebanyakkan manusia terlalu memandang ke belakang. dgn alasan, 'yg lepas tu jadi kan pengajaran'. emm, entah lah. aku pun tak tau ape yg aku merepek. mungkin hanya aku yg tau ape kisah disebalik ayat tu. terlalu peribadi nk diceritakan di sini.

hati ni bagai mcm tak konfem. yang mana satu. ishk. choosy kah aku? korg rase? atau aku tak pernah puas dgn apa yang aku dah ada? entah lah. padehal kebanyakan manusia semua musykel dgn pilihanku. mereka ckp untungnya aku.ya, aku mmg beruntung. untungnya aku selama 2 tahun ni. alhamdulilah. mmg aku beruntung. tap, cuma aku je yg susah nk menghargai pengorbanan 2 tahun tu. cuma aku je yg susah dgn mcm2 rintangan selama beberapa tahun ni. entah. aku selalu sangka, everything will going fluently and smoothly. but, as i said before. it doesnt seems like we're expected. i'm frustrated. a little bit down actually. byk sgt obstacle yg aku kne face. kdg2 rasa mcm nk give up. eventhough semua tu terlalu kecil dan remeh nk dibincangkan, tapi aku sgt2 concern dgn semua.. tak semua parents tu sporting. kan kan?

haishh..entahla..speechless of what already happen~